Guess What?

I am procrastinating, yes it's true that I'd much rather go on about some pointless shit than actually do any of my work because quite frankly, I'm knackered. Here goes, I had the weirdest fucking dream last night, it was that a certain person was trying to be friends with me again, I was falling for it which in itself annoyed me but she was also being really horrible to and about Evan. Not cool dream world.

And now for the magical and all knowing DISSAPEARING HOODIE. Well, it's gone.



Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

You Never

Expect to realise something, until you're lost in your own mind walking with no real idea of where you're going. But wait, you did know. It just lacked any logic.


Was recommended this. LOVE IT.




even if you don't like it the harmonies are brilliant. So obsessed and love her voice.

Why Do I Get The Feeling

that less and less people bother with this anymore, not that I mind. What's here is always at least entertaining and at best, bloody brilliant. Feeling incredibly satisfied with myself today, actually got shit done, how good it is could possibly be questionable but *runs out of things to say*

note to self: MAKE A FUCKING FACEBOOK EVENT FOR YOUR SODDING BIRTHDAY ALREADY!!!!!!!
seriously anyone would think you didn't care.

I'll leave it there I think.

Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

You Know What...

Cheesy music is amazing, I accept all judgement this statement may get because I don't actually care.



So I had an awesome time with People, girly sleepover with Kaytei, louise and Harvey and then went to Frencham pond for chips, biscuits and a hilarious dog walk, louise worked out that if you attach the lead to both dogs, the behavior of the well trained one will rub off on the mental one. Funniest thing I've seen in a while.

Oh yeah...feels like a week ago now but Guys and Dolls was also incredibly impressive.

And I can't not do it.



Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

Degrading Nicknames...

I don't know, some annoy me babe being the worst unless said person is kidding, it's just so obviously them not wanting to call whoever by the wrong name. Or if it's not that it's just them being affectionate incredibly unoriginally (yes that's a word),

Pet, babe, sugar, babydoll, babygirl. Kinda annoying.

Sweetie, depends on the person, Hun...oddly nice for guys to say. Not so much girls,

Darling, hmmmmm to much reminder of parents with this one.

just a random thought there, the second being the phrase 'hurts like a bitch' one I love but it has a severe lack of sense that I only noticed today.

Anyways...been nice to hear my dad laugh today, note: next time you have the oppurtunity...feed a near by dog some apple. It's priceless.

''Wipe the mark of sadness from my face, tell me that your love will never change, and if my yesterday is a disgrace, tell me that you'll still recall my name.''


Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

I Am In Fact...

half naked (lol lukeisnotsexy reference) because quite frankly boys and girls, my nighty and amazingly soft blanket are just too damn warm and soft. SO! What've you been up to? I have today been getting bizarely good feedback on some (what I thought was fairly shitty) psychology work that I gave in. This made me happy, and feel all intelligent and stuff (said that to my mum earlier in a stupidly childish voice, she laughed at me, standard Monday really) Also gave in top girls, sorry 'Top Girls' coursework today, not as happy with how that was by the time I finally gave it in but what's done is done I guess.

side note. Derek Archambault <3
*gets offended at that being a spelling mistake*

My mum is feeling a little better today which I'm also fairly happy about, I worry about any of my family members a large amount whenever they're ill anything worse than a cold so hearing my mum almost choke to death on occasion doesn't do wonders for my stress levels (fuck you irony).
MUST REMEMBER TO BUY GUYS AND DOLLS TICKETS TOMORROW!!!!!!

Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

''Intentional Slut That's Me''

I never claim to make sense. So deal. The fact that I said that made me laugh at myself so whatever.

Last night made me realise just how much I've missed being part of a massive group of kids in town. This needs to be done more often. And earlier this morning (oh the pain of it) I realised that my priorities are somewhat fucked. In that anything remotely petty will needlessly bug me for ages. And I start failing at life and it doesn't even phase me. What is this insanity.

In other news the lead singer of Amberline accepted me on Facebook.


And just for the obligatory whine that this post would be incomplete without, it hurts to play guitar, I don't even- What?!

Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

How can Anyone Hate Ducks?

Well, I can now officially say. I'm terrible at school work. In other news I got my nose pierced today as can be seen ^^^^^^

I hate the lingering smell of curry when you aren't feeling the best...little bit sickly. And I can clearly see that this is going nowhere, So I shall love and leave this here until I can think of something I bit more intelligent to say (because it does happen albeit rarely).

''If I was a saint I'd heal you''

Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

Hey

Remember me? still here. Do you even care? can't say I know to be honest. Nice really nice... What would have been so wrong with just saying in words what your behaviour has been saying for months now?







In other news. I'm not that horrible...anyone with stuff planned for today have a good one yeah, and if not, someone is almost definitely missing out.



longing for indifference xoxo

''Let Go Of The Yesterdays As They Have Already Happened, And Don't underestimate The Power Of Today.''

While when I saw and read this statement, and thought that it was a nice little anecdote. I still have a small issue with it, there is only so many times you can tell yourself to live today without worrying about things you have already done. And as much as some people may have the wrong attitude to how they have lived in the past regretting various things and wishing they could change them, there are certain moments I have lived that I don't wish to let go of. Some bad some good but all things that will stick with me never the less.

life is a blessing, no matter how many holes or flaws you pick in it...Life for me also includes the times I have already lived. So to quote a friend of mine (albeit grossly out of context) Cherish it. And 'it' can be whatever you like.

Yeah.

Good day. Like really good.


''cold all of a sudden really noticeable''


''*holds back nipple jokes*
oh, that sucks''

''i meant my head cold''

lol'd

Love you xoxo

Taking my own Advice...

simple right. NO. fuck no...nothing ever is. I love life and just- well kind of being alive and stuff but there are times when I have to ask myself...''why does half this pointless fucking crap even matter to me?'' And then I just get even more frustrated when I can't give myself an answer. Until I realised you can't control your emotions, as much as you may want to and as much as minimising them is doable, the human mind is flawed to shit. So even when you may 'know' that something shouldn't matter. It still does and you still keep thinking you've heard your phone go off.

*subtle mood lightener*





Anarchy And Insanity xoxo

Sex Appeal is 50% What You've Got, and 50% What People Think You've got.

So I can safely say I'm failing everything except textiles after my failure to anything that was today. But hey with my title I could audition to be a stripper...maybe...

And properly forgot how gorgeous Colbie Caillats voice is.


Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

Love it or hate it.

Snow is like a fresh start, new outlook on things. Makes me see things another way on occasion. Reminds me how much I love the good things in my life.

Oh and Sara barellies linked this. I watched. Largely impressed.



The glint in your eye xoxo

Forget How much I love this.

xoxo

You Shouldn't Have to Look for Perfection, It Should Find you.

just takes a different outlook. To go from being frustrated at life, to seeing the gorgeous sun rise sparkling against the frost and windows. Hearing the music, feeling your mind rest and just for a small moment. Forgetting how to care.