Why, Just Why ???

I had a such a good night last night, and then it has to go and get ruined by me feeling really quite crap now, don't get me wrong, I wasn't exactly in good health yesterday, but I had a cold, those I can deal with, now everything hurts, including my head, and I'm sort of shocked I can even recall what my own name is.

on a happier note, last night was proper good, everyone was just so happy, we rarely get days like those now, with all the dramas that happen for no reason, except that all of us haven't really grown up properly, there is of course the odd exception to that rule. But you get my point (hopefully).

I do wish that this headache would fuck off. it's getting to the point that its stops me mid-sentence talking to people.

grrrrrrr see y'all

O&O

WOOOOOOOOOOHHHOOOOOOOOO

so chuffed for my Dad,

mainly on the basis that he now qualified not only to teach people how to ride a moped and proper bike, but also is qualified, to train other instructors, I think that's pretty cool

I think he's slightly more than relieved to say the least, that he never has to go the place that will not be named ever again.

O&O got friends coming round xxx

God...

how are you to know just because they don't submit to you, if someone belongs in heaven or not, maybe in all their good deeds and busyness, they don't have time to be loyal to you. When I see you hopefully in a lifetime or so if you haven't put that woman where she belongs after only you know how many strokes she's had in her life and being ill for quite a while when I couldn't be there.

shit will go down.

being paid to do my homework...

can't complain really I suppose, just realised that makes no actually sense, no matter. If I'm being perfectly honest I'm actually trying not to fall asleep, 'the babysitter that fell asleep' doesn't sound to good in my head, and yet they seem to not mind me using their computer and they even gave me the pin number to their telly

LOL

has anyone seen the new polo, Das Auto advert, I proper love it,

anyways see y'all

O&O

Why ???

do songs, movies, poetry, novels, and generally anything you enjoy, always make you think that your missing something if you don't have it. this almost makes you look for this thing in anyone you see or know. Or even in famous people. If you have this thing you probably won't know what the hell I'm talking about...
even though this thing has never been materialised or even proved to be real and has been made reference to practically since the dawn of writing.

O&O

Happy Saturday

how are you all ? ???yh just thinking that pendulum actually need to play guilfest, And if Jack asks me to throw a bottle at them .... I will slap him(well maybe not, but I'd be tempted)

I get that N-dubz aren't brilliant, but they can't be as bad as the some of the stuff on eurovison. Why offer someone a fiver to throw a bottle at them, who probz won't even hold up their end of the bargain, LOL

Awww man I'm proud of myself, coz Caz finally admitted to me that It was precisely as she worded it, ''pretty frickin obvious'' LOL if you dont already know what I'm talking(well typing about) then It's not fair to put it on here for everyone to read.

OMG GOT SOME AWESOME WORKER BOOTS I proper love them.

O&O

stoke park rocked...

although all that really happened was tom G and Dom S got in a (not very entertaining) fight, Josh's friend nearly got in an actual fight, resulting in me and Caz being fairly scared for Josh's well being, (because he very cleverly was trying to break up their fight), the fireworks were quite good, but somewhat ruined by Caz and Josh saying stuff like ''how much longer does this go on for ? I'm getting bored now''

OMG
I HATE DAVID AND TOM I mean really they attacked me an Caz with silly string,And then tried to be nice to me again when they saw me (soaked through)waking back to spectrum to get a lift back home.


Arrggghh, but I dunno it was good, there was just too much extra drama added like a bad buy one get one free deal.

O&O

leave me alone,

this is not directed at a person, just so's you know, more at the virus that seems to have moved into me, But whatever I managed to dodge a really bad tummy bug and tonsillitis, so I'm not complaining...............................that much.

really looking forward to seeing Izzy, on Saturday at the puttenam fireworks, will be intriguing to see if that one's actually any good or not.XD

ooooh and appaz I'm meeting caz's mate Josh Friday night.......hmmm.

ahhh wells

O&O

CyberHoller...

I forgot How much I miss all of you guys in the holidays, this kind of dawned on me walking to school with Evan, Cathy, and Philippa this morning with Evan quite unashamedly doing her Cheryl Cole parachute dance LOL

really into the song mine by Taylor Swift at the mo.

this is new for me, for the first time ever I'm actually quite chilled about stuff, which logically shouldn't be happening. With it being year 11 exams and all such like, failure, being a homeless drunk and possibly dieing of being lazy, as we are so frequently warned of by teachers parents and random by-passers we meet on the street but despite this I'm as I said quite calm for once in my life. It's nice I have to say. maybe it's knowing that most of the work I'm doing badly with has nothing to do with what I actually want to do with my life.


''Do you remember all those city lights on the water, you saw me start to believe, for the first time. You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter, You are the best thing, that's ever been mine.''

you all rock and don't forget it.

O&O