Hellllooooo. . .

people hinabiting the oh so strange universe in which we live.

I don't know if anyones heard the song white winter hymnal by the fleetfoxes but it's actually quite a good song, we were practising it in a capella today, as I say good but really very odd.

aw man !!!!!!! sports day is gonna rock, I mean what's not to like about sunbathing all day and me doing everyone's nails. wooooooohhhhoooooooo



then hattie's then thorpe park then guilfest then END OF TERM and only some textiles, art and science coursework to bring down my high which I suppose I can live with.



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CRAP

I JUST REMEMBERED, I HAVE A GERAMAN SPEAKING ASSESMENT TOMMOROW oh well if the worst comes to the terrible I'll just faint

love you all

I fell like A Rant...

don't ask me why or even what about because chances are I won't be able to answer either but still, I mean, I witnessed alot of people go through some serious shit today and what's worse is I was fine until I saw their reaction, And even though I was upset, I still didn't cry. What's wrong with me ?????, I still think that my mind makes some sense though, I get upset becuase living people are suffering not if people who were suffering die, because althought you'll miss them they're not hurting anymore, so it's a blessing surely (yh I know there's a cliché on Sky's blog) It still baffles me.

But I suppose it's fine becuase the people that did cry defo had good reason to,

they were either the son who only got paid attention to by his Dad and not his mum, which made the father son thing so much more powerful.
Or the wife who spent atleast 40 years with him (and dont tell anyone else this)
who I'm convinced is now trying to kill herself because the love of her life is gone with tranks and wine none the less but still

wow dry humour is defo the best kind

Sorry to all you lovely people who I put my downer on, on wednesday
and thanx for being there for me xx

PS If I die before all of you the lot of you that do come to my funerla the theme is nothing black (neon optional)

TTFN

Lovin life. . .Well sort of

this is the story of my life, sometimes I mean with two deaths in my family already and with me at the age of still only 15 you gotta wonder what the hell does that do to your emotional mindset after a while, failing that I reckon that kids even as young as 6 or 7 have a better concept of life and death then their parents are lead to believe, the only difference is kids aren't bothered about large amounts of money or valuables found in wills and If you think about it the only thing the kid will do is miss them, and that's all you want when your gone isn't it ? to be missed, because surely if you reckon that people will miss you. It means that you are,or were rather a nice person to be around.

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Greeting people of the. . .urm

yh anyways. . .

how are you all I'm annoyed because I actually at this moment can't really decifer what mood I'm in. but aww welll.

oh wait yes I do know, It's strong fear for my life as I've just remembered I have a shitload of art coursework to do and Miss Gibbs is probably going to take it upon herself (team player that she is) to slaughter me alive. So if you see me looking shifty tomorrow at school I may be carrying some weapon of self defence, I'm not actually being serious in case you didn't already pick that up


BI4N gorgeous people

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Wow !

I actually love my new blogger look . . .

woo :P

Life huh. . .

It never ceases to amaze me that I can consiously care about such trivial things,
and yet even thought I know they are trivial, I still carry on caring for instance,

things that are happening to me in the next few weeks are :

• (not science moduals becuase Mr Barnes Mathews, very kindly moved me to november for free resits because of)
• My Grandads funeral on the 28th
• then my german speaking exam, real this time and AQA are bitches so short of me contracting Mad Cow or dying myself, I can't blag this one
• And to wrap it all up with a bow of death the orthadontist the day after that

And as I said before it baffles me that I care so much because things that also happeing are:

• clothes show this saturday
• thorpe park
• And GUILFEST !!!!!!!!

AHH well I suppose I feel better just for getting that out of my system(sometimes a diary just doesn't cut it)

TTFN gorgeous people xxx

Why. . .

why do I always hide from my feelings, or confront them in the most un-subtle way I can possibly think of . . .

It can't be normal, It just can't.
And why even when I'm blatantly caring about something that clearly shouldn't matter do I then carry on caring. . .

And even if I conclude this blogger post with something saying I won't do it anymore, I'll know it's not gonna happen so What would be the point ?

Just becuase I'm cool (and I really like this)

All that glistens is not gold
Often you have heard that told
Many a man his life hath sold
But my outside but to behold
Gilded tombs do worms unfold
Had you been as wise as bold
Young in limbs, in judgment old
Fare you well your suit is cold

Cold, indeed, and labour lost
then farewell heat and welcome frost
bles'sed one, I have to grieved a heart
to take a tedious leave, thus losers part

Man. . .

seriously it's now thursday of my week of and i still havn't done hardly any work

i did however manage to get my work experience own placement sorted and town with Edward and Tasha yeasterday was really good we just sat out in the sun (and inevitably my shoulders got burnt) but it was still fun

anyways am going to work with my dad today and i dont think it would be a good idea to go in my pyjamas

TTFN you lovely people

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