So....

what's been happening in the last 2 hours you homoerotic Koala bears? let me guess. SHIT ALL.

Guess what. THERE IS NO MORE CRIMINAL MINDS. at least not for me anyway. Our sky has been cancelled. I find it somewhat entertaining that, that is the one of like 4 shows I'm gonna actually miss. (others being, gossip girl, 90210, bones, and ghost whisperer. Because as much as I love charmed I can live without it)

XFactor now can go and get raped by a narwhal for all I care. Especially Tullissa, Firstly because she was in N-dubz (need I even say, FAIL.) And secondly because she's under some sick twisted delusion that Ke$ha is rock...............................................................

I know.

Generally going trick or treating later...(because I'm such an anti-social youth)

Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

The Moment

When you tell your self, that everything really could be a whole lot worse, and that no matter how crap it may seem at the time. Someone somewhere, has more problems to deal with than you (and is most likely doing it seamlessly). And as much as people such as these can sometimes annoy me. I have a lot of respect for them.

Whoever created this moment seemed to have no problem with letting the realisation take it's time. But they never the less deserve a genuine smile.

Oh yeah and just because I'm English.

OOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

oh yeah and just because it's Halloween

much love for the Halloween tutorials

TTFN xoxo

Watch this THE WHOLE WAY THROUGH.

unless you know of it.

Yeah.

Blog title.

As I don't think that is has ever been more relevant. What can I even say? Nothing it would seem, nothing that will help anyway. God, why do I even fucking well care so much?

You promised. You keep promising and it's not good enough any more. I'm sorry I thought that I would be able to handle all of this, but guess what. I'm a girl. I care about this annoying soppy shit.

And as much as I get that you're not psychic, neither am I.

Fuck Knowledge.

So far all it's managed to do is screw shit up. Stuff is a lot easier if you just go with it. Except of course looking after two massive dogs, that I could have done without.

O&O

Wow.

this has been my title before I think...but it's literally all I can think now. I would brag but I'm not entirely sure that I can just yet.

I LOVE YOU KAYTEI, you are so on my gorgeous list...and no I'm not just saying that because of how much you helped. (you know exactly what I mean, if not you should)

my quote of the day :'' I'm in paradise right now'' <3

Sweet thoughts xoxo

My nan is a missionary.

And it's getting to the point that I no longer know how to deal with it.

here's some exact quotes to give you an idea of what I'm dealing with :

''People think that sin is doing bad things, but actually it's rebelling against God''

Wait so hypothetically. I could kill people, or prey for their painful death, and just because I've accepted you and apparently you forgive me everything is fine. THAT RIGHT THERE IS SOME FUCKED UP MORALS. Just because all of human kind is cursed from birth as sinners, cold heartedly murdering someone is not okay, just because you confess it to someone or something that may or may not exist.

And :

''The difference with Christianity is that, the faith and belief in Him is not something he will force you into having''

HE DOESN'T HAVE TO BECAUSE YOU WERE PERFECTLY HAPPY TO DO THAT FOR 'HIM'. I resent that in your opinion, dear Grandmother, that God is something you have to find in a particular way. If it was meant to happen now, it would have done.

In my opinion, set religion and the concept of hell, is to scare people into believing because they are scared of dying, and death is an inevitable part of life. So what use is there in being scared of it ?

Hmmmmmm.

Shall I start with the good or end with it..? End me thinks. Here goes nothing.

Lack of emotion, as much as crying the most ungraceful and inconvenient thing that emotion can do to you, at least you're sure that you feel like crap due to either anger or upset. But a distinct lack of emotion. You can't even vent that one because there's nothing to vent. And person who shall not be named generally managed to put me in a mood so far beyond angry that that is what resulted. What's worse is telling them may end up killing both of us in a dual like no other. So that's a thing.

But there you go...being partially psychic can be kind of annoying at times.

other than that, Thorpe park was a BRILLIANT day !!!!!!!!!! what would life be without eating way too much, going on fast things that spin round and feeling like crap all night ? Oh and did I forget CHASED OUT OF A TUNNEL BY A GUY WITH A CHAIN SAW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

That is all

Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

APPRECIATE THE RANDOMNESS (OR DIE)

QOTW: ''WE DON'T FART THROUGH OUR PENISES (yes kaytei. penis.) SORT IT OUT !!!!!!!!!!!

Was almost gonna have that as my title but I don't think that would have been the best thing to do.

And one thing that made my day, to explain in full we're currently looking after too MASSIVE setters. Which is quite cool but at the same time large amounts of effort, like you can kick them in the head and they might think a fly just landed on them briefly. And while in one is just a standard red setter, (mad as fuck) The other one is a gordon setter and only about a year old but still HUUGEEEE. And thick as fuck. Making it possibly the most occupational hazardous creature I've ever come across.

And to some this up in a sentence. We were walking them earlier, and on the way back from the woods we go to, the thick one saw some birds (that I'm sure you know can fly) And decided not just to try and chase them but to try and chase their shadows. As if chasing a creature superior to you in every way isn't unrealistic enough. So entertainingly stupid, for anyone that I haven't already told, that is honestly why I love dogs so much, cats are far to intelligent and self-righteous to be remotley entertaining. (unless they're falling off of things).

Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

P.S. If you're really bored.

Please

Let this make as little sense as possible. Painful irony, some salt water, Suicide season, Empty days and sleepless nights, one clean kitchen, two hours of friends, And five pages of my diary later. And still nothing.

You know...

It's funny. I think at one point I said I would stop doing these kind of posts. But after today I couldn't stop myself. Also after reading some of my previous posts, I will try to make it less questions but I can't promise much. All I really want to ask the powers that be this time round, is who decided that having expectations of people was a good thing to have ? Because it occurred to me if you had no expectations of anyone or anything, it would be pretty hard to be disappointed ever and anything remotely remarkable that happened to you would be the most fantastic thing ever. It would make you appreciate just about every good thing that happened, like that stunning rainbow that appeared yesterday.

And just how happy that song makes you, and noticing cliques in younger years. Such as the boys throwing sweets at the quite attractive girls and one of them replying with ''it didn't even touch me'' And then seeing the one girl gorgeous in every sense of the word, who is talking to two other guys and giving them chocolate, and actually smiling to yourself thinking 'yeah that's how you do it'. Or my favourite, of that one girl who was a bitch to one of her friends who in result was a loaner for a year, and now the bitch is a loaner and the girl she was horrible to has a new friend. And thinking 'PONE'.

I do believe that's all my mind had to let explode out into cyberspace.

And just because I was listening to it writing this. And because it kind of fits with the theme.

O&O

xoxo

FOLLOW THIS NOW.

http://rupertharris.blogspot.com/

that is all.

The rainbow is gone

DISSAPOINTMENT

oh look another well written philosophical acoustic track

Sweet thoughts xoxo

So I was Thinking...

Why do I keep this thing ? And for a while, no real reason came to me (with the exception of Kaytei told me to).

But then I realised, Because I like doing it. I mean I kind of resent an anonymous individual for calling a blog an ego extension. But yeah, KAYTEI !!!!!!!

here is Jessie Chorley's Webzspace if your interested. http://www.jessiechorley.com/

Peaceful Insanity xoxo

What can be wrong when there is things this beautiful in the world ?

Sweet thoughts xoxo

Bordem.

Yeah, I have once again been struck with bordem procrastination and the shortest attention spand on the planet all in one night, meaning that my homework sjdgsrf ewhf, the tv is a load of ajdsfobdfod and my blog will be afflicted with same treatment it would seem.

ninja pigeons

that is all.

'' So I will eat your children on toast in the tree, the van, the shack and the pool while listening to metal music at a Halloween Party...

or something like that...

love this.

Sweet thoughts xoxo

Yet another

relatively successful piss-up. I genuinely never thought I would get to use those two words in the same sentence, but it seems fitting considering that I don't think anyone had a bad time, and I know I had a brilliant night (until I got in the car to come home but that's another story and another day).

Main highlights have to be, countless odd new couples that I never would have thought would happen (not naming), Overall atmosphere and a couple if comments from certain people (you now who you are)

IN A PHRASE, KAYTEI YOU ROCK AND I LOVE YOU XDXD

O&O

Philosophy and shiz like dat.

Back yet again to that point I seem to be somewhat intrigued by. All the time. Which is the fact that if you spend your whole life worrying and hating, you aren't exactly gonna enjoy life as much. Now don't paraphrase here, I'm definetly not trying to argue that angrily punching something (preferably pillow like) isn't ridiculously satisfying when something/someone is pissing you off, but if you're pissed off at the world for no reason. Or even being needlessly self deprecating on a large scale you'll start to believe all the things you tell yourself, And you'll be in an endless circle of trying to fix things that are supposedly wrong with you.

that is all.

Sweet thoughts, dreams and

COMMENCE MISSION EPIC BITCHES.

That Didn't go as Bad As I was anticipating.

''yes, you have to help out with the lower school tutors with handing out target grades....''*zones out and stops paying attention*

Honestly, all that I really did was sort of, vaguely help out a group of year 8 lads with writing a rap about creative learning (but they really didn't my help).

I really need to start being more careful where I draw. Anyone that knows me (or anyone arty for that matter) remotely well. Should know that we don't like stuff being seen until it's finished. (Sometimes not even then) And obviously I'm not gonna hide my work, and say ''FUCK OFF'' because that would be uncalled for. But still.

TTFN xoxo

I WILL DROWN YOUR HAMSTER IN MASH POTATO

Run, after you, the sunset, the waterfall. Stay with and have faith in you. Through everything and anything because you won't judge or leave. And because I don't live on your terms, I live because of your terms. Thrive and flourish into an orchid levitating in the comfortable arms of contentment. Be intently oblivious and Run

run wherever you will go.