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Sunday 8 July 2012

Don't you hate it when you have a problem, which you could easily guess a fairly good solution for. But being either way to guarded or proud is stopping you from possibly pursuing said solution.

Bloody brilliant...

So, I got stoned last night. legit, was with Luke and Hannah for it, and it was an interesting first experience. We also watched a movie called the inkeepers. Quite a shit story line but some good moments. Then after we got high Luke thought studio gibley would be a good idea. It was.

Also, stuff happening spur of the moment is so much more epic, like when I left my house I really did not think, that I'd end up doing what I did. So awesome.
Oh and if i get some kind of crap for putting this on the internet, I blame having no phone.

Love you all xoxo

Saturday 7 July 2012

Bloody Good Times.

Happen quite a lot and I should really learn to appreciate them more.
After heading down to the train station, meeting Lauren for tickets, going up to London, suffocating on a tube and then getting to the venue with an hour before doors opened. We just sat and chilled for a bit, or at least that was until quite possibly the drunkest man you have ever encountered came, and not sat, but fell on the floor dangerously close to me and continued to speak somewhere between English, jibberish and complete bullshit. This was fairly terrifying.

The gig itself was something to behold with my main highlights being that as soon as I don't mind started. Everyone stood completely still and I think the whole room must have known the words. (As well as rather brilliantly the rest of the members weren't needed so they just had a beer). Other than that I have nothing else to say on the music. Except is there such a thing as being to perfect? The crowd was mental, people were climbing on the stage, purely to crowd dive straight back of it again. And anyone in the front was used as a climbing frame and crushed frequent times.

O&O

Sunday 1 July 2012

Hello.

I would just like to ask you, WHAT IN ALL OF THE PREGNANT UNICORNS DO YOU THINK YOU ARE DOING? AND WHO IN THE CUT OPEN BORDER TERRIER DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?

all you had to do was let me think that you were a prick...it was that easy. But no, you had to turn around and do something completely pointless, odd and just downright fucking thoughtful. FOR NO FUCKING REASON.

JUST WHAT, WHAT, WHY IN THE- I DON'T EVEN- JUST OH MY BIG FUCKING BANG THEORY.

it's funny because you're so socially awkward.

Anyways. Moving on. My life other than all seen above has actually been pretty fucking good, and I should probably stop being so childish.

Happy first of the month xoxo

Saturday 23 June 2012

It just occured to me that whenever I feel like writing some angsty vague weird confusing or otherwise pointless crap on here, that all I ever do is question life or say things that most already know. Does this ave any point to it? I'm going to go with probably not as my answer.

But one thing that seems to always bug me is that no matter how good someone's life may seem from the outside. Most still manage to convince themselves they have problems, or actually have problems. Bad ones at that. Some may fix this by trying to achieve their desires by heartlessly trying control others. Others by attempting to gain large amounts of wealth, and some by hanging on to hate and grudges against people.

And one more thing, Heindseit is a massive bitch.

Good night xoxo

Saturday 16 June 2012

Texts you want to keep.

You know who you are.

People who say ''you shouldn't the throw the 'L' word around'' sort of have a point. But I don't think there should be anything stopping you from changing it's meaning, to fit what you want it to mean.

Oh and just incase it hasn't got to you already. MISS PHILLIPS IS AMAZING. A) she likes limp Bizkit. B) She has heard of pantera. C) she can sing. She got all of us free drinks as well. Soft but still.

I could carry on rambling but it is roughly half one in the morning now.

Goodnight. xoxo

''If you don't feel the bad, then you can't feel the good''


So compared to the video I got this idea from. It's shit. Gotta start somewhere thought right?


This is quite sweet.


Now that's done I can move on the fun part, for me anyway. Went out and met up with Caz, Simon, Tom, George, Hampus and most of the people who are normally at plant, oh. And Mica included who later got stuck in a basket ball hoop. This can be seen below:



and yeah just overall a banterfull night.

Saturday 9 June 2012

You Obviously Care SOO much

about all of the pointless shit I'm about to say. It's pure in your eyes...Anyway, vodafone/my phone/arghhhhwtfmofo is being quite the sodding douche canoe at the moment (by the way me and MattG from youtube own copyrights for that word who can be found here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2WhAyoG7oKw&feature=g-u-u)

GLORY DAYS. HURRY THE UNICORN TRAIN UP AND GET HERE. luv you THT

OMG I NEARLY FORGOT. I went to a vintage clothes fair in town today with Hannah and my Mum. Was pretty good.

So I hope I never grow up.

yeah fuck this shit it's nonsense now

xoxo

Monday 4 June 2012

I love.

Good surprises, you know the kind of awesome kind like oh I don't know, Oceans ink turning up amu your local pub the day after I paid to go see them (and some others). Or running into Evan at a Jubilee celebration that up until that point had been causing me to get a bit restless. Yeah, that happened, a rather good night full of cider, drunk people of all ages dancing, and I do mean ALL ages. Take what you want from that. Oh and fireworks. (As well as some relatively shit music but that can easily be dealt with by some good old fashioned pisstaking)

Ground breaking shit right there right?

I love this girl. Like so much, you don't even know...



And did I embed this yet? Possibly but fuck it. It's shamelessly scamming and cheesy, but I quite like it.



Anarchy, Insanity and whatever kind of freedom you want xoxo

Saturday 2 June 2012

I'm Not Racist, I Hate Everyone Equally.

okay, just kidding, but I saw that and it made me laugh. So yeah last night was pretty awesome. Aside from a few little hic-ups later in the day, Prometheus was kind of grim, and only realised yesterday what socially nervous/awkward person I am with newish people. But it's all good, all you have to do is be cool with people finding you funny when you aren't trying to be, which is less effort anyway.

Also realised how nice it is to not be giving a shit about how I look, for the first time in what feels like a decade. Even when I was with Caz and she was the one who kept getting chatted up and just well, stared at. With lines as original as ''excuse me, do you know where dusk is...*another guy* are you coming?''

*slow clap*

really hope I can meet up with luke and bring myself to record the song I wrote before I have time to talk myself out of it, which is what I have managed to do all of the previous times. (convince myself not to that is). All I know is my favourite accessory is now my guitar.

''if you can't hag baby, there's the door''

xoxo

Tuesday 29 May 2012

So maybe I'll never

actually manage to think up anything knew, but hey I'm only 17 give me a break. Some might say that life is about the pursuit of happiness right? whatever that means for the individual, but for some reason people who you might think 'have it all together' or 'have everything they want and are just being selfish' have their own emotional issues as well. There may well be some perfectly composed 15-17 year olds in existence I'm sure, hell you might want to point me in the direction of one...but how well do you really know them?

This idea that people have: 'When I get *insert desired thing here* I will be happy' sort of attitude seems almost toxic to me. Because you are the only one who knows how to be happy in your own right. Yes of course. You can tell your friends, parents, boyfriends or girlfriends how to as well. But people come and go, the only person you can really always count on, is you. But this fact should not make you feel as though you are devoid of something everyone else has. Because in face what you have is your own happiness in your hands.

If something makes you happy and it's not endangering anything or anyone around you. It's worth more than you were told it is as a child.



Please don't neuralise me. xoxo

Saturday 26 May 2012

Titles Are Stupid

Today actually seemed to go on forever, and not in a bad way either, I actually appreciated it because today. Was a bloody good day. I mean what better way to start your day then being in a flash mob. In Guildford high street my only main issue with how this went was how ridiculously unsubtle we all looked trying to behave like we of course were not about to Bollywood dancing....

Secondly I went into godalming to meet Hannah and a bunch of her friends for her birthday do. There was food, jokes about weed and way to much sun, so needless to say I of course only managed to burn one arm. Overall another freaking awesome segment of my day.

And last but not quite least, went round Julie's to hang out with Dan (babysit, but he's 15 now and youngest wasn't there) made him watch snatch. Twas good.

Controlled poisoning and UV radiation to all xoxo

Thursday 24 May 2012

After

reading through my dashboard, I now feel slightly anticlimactic. Everyone around me seems to be mostly happy, I mean, yes I know. Everyone does have there shitty days as well, but mine recently just seem to not ever stop. Even now I have some good healthy UV radiation *toothpaste ad smile* and some freaking awesome purple hair. I feel as though my subconscious mind wants something but because of the name my conscious mind cannot work out what said thing or even realisation it is.
I'm just kind of...completely fucking unable to actually compose my own thoughts right now.

I miss superficial happiness.

Saturday 19 May 2012

You May Have Already Heard This Rant Off Me.

But I really don't give two signets. I really just object with the way in which the transition from kid to adult is handled; As in, hormones you know those things that are frequently the culprit for your (if you get them)seemingly unexplainable and illogical borderline Bi-polar mood swings. Because if you're anything like me, it can get as bad some really quite dark and oddly themed poetry/lyrics being created, and oh I don't know, perhaps if your really creative...going for a walk at 2.30 am because your ability to think, way to fucking much is inhibiting your ability to sleep. OR as good as actually wondering why the hell your so happy, which is a massive bitchslap in itself because your to conscious of it to just appreciate the fact that you are happy.

Needless to say. WHAT IN ALL OF THE HOLY CRAP IS THIS INSANITY?!??!?!

I simply think that growing up is enough to try and cope with without your mind playing silly buggers.
That is all folks.

Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

Thursday 17 May 2012

I have decided.

Music will always be my true love. Anyone/thing else that fancies being a part of my life is more than welcome to be, but for now I'm not gonna go looking for anything particularly profound. Because, well that means growing up. FUCK THAT SHIT.



Shit but beautiful music right there.

Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

Sunday 13 May 2012

It's Come To That Time Of The Day

Where I will avoid, avoiding doing things. MAKE SENSE OF THAT YOU MOFO. On the list of things that are awesome, In first place we have going round Evans on Friday, and seeing her off at her prom, with Phil. Not to mention getting to do Evans make up. Major win.


In second place is the fact that life is constant, and to stick to my promise I'll leave that there.

Now I don't know quite what this is, but I had to warn the world.



Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

Wednesday 9 May 2012

To Everyone.

This is how I should have felt from the start.

''Defining myself on the edge of who I was''



Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

Tuesday 8 May 2012

Enjoy The Little Pretty Things.

Because you'll always get those. And they make the annoyance of everyday life so much more bearable. An hour or two free from upset or stress is so good for your mind, some time to concentrate on not thinking about anything. And feel the sun while it is still there in all it's warmth and glory.



Sunday 6 May 2012

In amongst the poisonous creatures and atmospheres, there will be something Bright, pure and sparkling with the dew of your hopes and dreams.

Wednesday 2 May 2012

Stone Sour

Nuff said, Audio secrecy really impressed me, And made me realise how different my love for listening to, and recreating music is. While they're both things that I'm fairly sure would and have affected my psychological development, very much for the better,They both did it differently (lol). And just how different the two things are all together. Recreating it is incredibly conscious absorbing which I will assume is the appeal, all everyone is looking for is an escape from the dull stress and drama of everyday life right?

And talking over all of your thought processes with a note/chord sequence is (at least for me) an incredibly effective way of doing so.

Til next time Kids xoxo

Tuesday 1 May 2012

Lets try something shall we? How about not conforming to what everyone thinks I would blog about during this month. At all. Can't say it will work but I'll give it a shot.

Day one. Bizar happenings...

So normal day I guess, but there's always at least one moment like this a week, todays instance was as mentioned on facebook, just a load of all of my textiles work, falling down of where I piled it up, completely of it's own accord, I never even moved.

DUN DUNDUN.

Anarchy and insanity xoxo

Monday 30 April 2012

The One Thing That Will Never leave Me...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lJpKQkzrJTo Music. Okay for some reason the embedding thing has stopped working, rage. Loves xoxo

Saturday 28 April 2012

Happiness.

I would be shamelessly lying if I said that I'm barely ever happy, because if you know me, you'll know that I am quite happy most of the time. But like any other person things bug me as well. And it's weird because I feel like Human beings frequently want or feel like they need to blame someone for anything that makes them upset. Whether that's themselves, a friend or acquaintance, a lover, their parents or even a random stranger depending on circumstance. And I've discovered a new thing to blame. Chance. Or luck, or karma, or the cosmic higher power. However you refer to it, I simply mean that thing that defines whether or not that car splashes you walking to school, or if you get caught singing really loudly in public. (or is that just me?) For want of a phrase I enjoy the concept and sentiment of as much: Shit happens. And it's how well it's dealt with that matters. thoughtful compassion xoxo

Tuesday 24 April 2012

I Want

To live in a dream, and dream in melody. Sing in harmony With a false voice Cross hatch things together only to find that ink is permanent. And think to find solutions, to problems thought only makes. Things can still be hard even when vital.

Monday 23 April 2012

Life Goes On.

New start, I hope. And all I know is that. Nothing. I was right, as much as I didn't want to be. I wished I had seen your reaction for myself. Did I seriously manage to waste so much time. How could I have been so stupid?

I guess that makes it worse, I am the only one to blame for all this. And I miss the people crowding round me. They were real.



http://www.youtube.com/user/SeparatedByFew?feature=g-user-u



Just. This.

Sunday 22 April 2012

Friday 20 April 2012

Get Out.

It's mine, I never said you were allowed to infect it with your lies. So now there is nothing else to hide behind, and nowhere to escape to. This wall, it only gets thicker with time. But it's closing in. Smaller, smaller. I try to run, but I only get as far as another nightmare.
Even my happiness feels like a dove waiting to escape.

Monday 16 April 2012

Oh Hai There.

LOL comicfire7 reference. So, that went annoyingly fast as normal *realises how much I use the word so.*

I love transformers. *watches haters explode*

AND. newest recent obsession, is this girl. I think I would happily be her.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SL52QytDIiY&feature=g-vrec&context=G2cf5865RVAAAAAAAAAA

Anarchy and Insanity coz it's fun. xoxo

Sunday 15 April 2012

Do I have to?

FINE.

HERE. have some fairly shit music.



BI!

Friday 13 April 2012

Well I Guess I Have The Thing

So I may as well use it. God don't you hate when your head hurts so much it stops you managing to do anything productive. Well that or something to that affect has been my life at least 50% of this whole holiday.

Which kinda leads me on to the next thing I wanted to vent about, but now I've left it a few hours I'm hoping it'll be less of a vent and more of a mature discussion *implies I'm ever mature* Now the 'only way is essex' will somewhat ruin this whole concept but I don't care.
Being jealous is not simply said to be bad because it makes you ; undesirable, appear deluded, maybe insane and just overall affect other peoples view of you...This should technically be something that you don't even worry about. It is awful because of the things it will do to your mind. No one elses. So, next time your wanting to kill someone and maybe blame them for your problems. Look to yourself and give yourself the credit of knowing that whoever this person is should not be allowed to affect you. And yes I'm afraid I will have to be incredibly cliche and quote the phenomenal person that said this. ''No one can make you feel inferior without your consent''

If someone is upsetting you. That's their problem not yours. And chances are the person you think they are is not who they feel like all the time. It could easily be the person who they like to pretend to be when they do go out to escape from it all for just a while.

There are stars in the darkness,
lightning in the clouds
and a hidden burn behind the sun.
Nothing is ever what you think it is.

You heard that here first.

Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

Wednesday 11 April 2012

LoveThis.



Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

Sunday 8 April 2012

Powerful Image

Honestly I don't think I've ever been more scared...Imagine my gorgeous dog, lying down in the grass refusing to move, with a back foot that keeps twitching. The poor girl's not well....

:(

Saturday 7 April 2012

Gigs and Shit.

while texting a friend today the 'Uni' concept hit me like a crew ship. And honestly I'm terrified. Although What did help was them saying ''Tis fine. Do what do and act nothing like yourself, act confident. It helps'' If you understand how this next part is even relavent then one of my eyes may actually implode. They said ''aha. Life's a bitch''

Yeah again this is just me venting but..OMG SO MUCH FUCKING IRONY IT'S ACTUALLY NOT EVEN FUNNY. yeaahhh...

Back to my title. Went to see the Free Radicals again. Saw Jen. Saw Hayley (nye). Just enjoyed a genuine catch up today, and some rum and coke. Life is good. For now anyway.

Anarchy and Insanity xoxo
___________________________________________________________________________________


Say she is because you know you are.
Whoever thought everything could be so fluid...
So words have become defective eh?
Happy despite...not because.
missing something, or everything

That may not even be visible to me yet.

Wednesday 4 April 2012

Conveying How Awesome Today Was

Might be problematic due to how tired I am, and I wanted this post to be at least partially eloquent. But no, I'm sorry you'll have to settle for more how I talk. Similar levels of smooth to some sandpaper, or I don't know a varnished Porqupine perhaps...

Firstly. Thorpe Park. Was. Actually way more brilliant than normal. And The Swarm impressed me as it was (for this decade anyway) the closest a human can get to actually flying without a plane, or well gliding lessons. As well as that the creative designer must have gone to TOWN on that bitch. It looks something like what you might find in a cross between Men in Black and iron man. A bad ass metal creature destined to kill us all.I give it a bloody brilliant out of ten. I'm also appreciative of how proud of this Thorpe park are...http://www.thorpepark.com/rides/the-swarm.aspx

and yeah. Kaytei! vio la.



Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

Tuesday 3 April 2012

If You're Getting Bored

I'm not apologizing. Deal.
OMG THORPE PARK TOMORROW, FUCK YES!!!!

Ahem, yeah should be good, and so the Drama resurfaces, I had tried to avoid it but my family life as a rule kind of lives off it. Let's got from the top shall we? My dad got in from work as he usually does, parked his Motorbike round the back, and as he came in he was bizarely silent, this had me worried for a bit. Turns out he had taken a rather charming chunk of skin (that he clearly didn't need anymore) out of his arm, and hand, and it just overall looked quite messy. But it was, as I was disappointed that he didn't say, only a 'mere flesh wound'. Simply made worse by the drugs he is now on for his heart attack. Blood that doesn't clot properly is really fucking convenient. He had asked mum to help him put a dressing on it, and she had (by the sounds of things) been maybe not doing it exactly how he would have liked (you know you lol'd). So he asked me to put it on, (or something to that effect maybe closer to ''FFS GO AND GET SUMMER'')

So with some patience and some saftey pins, I dressed it according to him fairly well. That's a thing.

Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

Saturday 31 March 2012

I Say The Word 'So' to much.

if you hadn't noticed. And don't you hate it when you really wish you hadn't bothered with that text, because the reaction you got really wasn't the one you wanted.

anyway, this left me thoughtless if just for a second, which I appreciated



Love in it's purest form, as hate is more difficult.

Your Level of Eloquence Will Never Explain the Clean Crisp and Lyrical Shine they Have...

yep, I'm already hating revising, but it's purely a means to an end I guess, and I seem to need to all the extra time I can give myself to not think about anything that actually means something in my head.



Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

Wednesday 28 March 2012

Urm...Woops.

Is really the only thing I can say...I messed up a little bit. I am just one smooth motherfucker. Hey lets go out for a 2 hour walk. And not take my phone, that's a really clever thing to do, and sarcasm aside I was utterly convinced my mum wouldn't go as far as to look for me....I mean, they should have known I would have come back eventually, I frequently go out for long walks, and I'm sorry but the area I live in, or rather was walking around, is not the kind of place people get attacked.

Also rather hilariously a guy in year 11 (I think) who I had a nice chat with on the train home about the fail that is art GCSE. Ended up following me for a bit and I didn't realise, and then I swear to god once he over took he thought I was following him, as he kept turning round and looking nervous/confused. Feel good for that walk though.

Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

PS Kaytei...this is Blake Bliss. He knows Des and Nate....you might like him. Follow links to his music channel as well if you want. xxxx

Tuesday 27 March 2012

On and Ipad

It's awkward as hell but I felt I should say, I still wouldn't mind having one. Oh yeah reason for this...babysitting and kinda glad that if I don't get any work done I will have at least made some money and I realised today how much I really appreciate my girlmates. There the ones you know will always be there.

Anarchy and insanity xoxo

Monday 26 March 2012

When Was The last Time. . .

I just wrote. Because that entity of creativity is the only thing that cures it all and if that ceases to work I'll be left with. Nothing.

Something beautiful,
way out of my reach and simply the glint in your eye.
The depth of your breath,
and to know what story is wiped away each night.
The look you gave me after words -
as if a lost wedding ring,
meaningless when dropped
and a shocking blessing to receive.
My place of peace can never be the same,
never as rested or disconnected
and for that I'm not sorry,
because the stars saw it
and the moon took the hint.

Pointless babble.

Screw you, my waffling helps me think straight and no one is even forcing you to read it....SO lets start with music, listening; Reckless, a little truth, bite my tongue and time is money by youmeatsix and remembered the genius that is eminem earlier.
playing; (warning, this gets shocking) Kate nash, I hate seagulls ''And my heart skips a beat every time that we meet it's been a while and now your smile is almost like a memory'', Mayday Parade, I swear this time I mean it.

College, what can I say? the building hasn't burnt down and turned into a free pub just for us lot quite yet so it could be better, but I'm surviving. Just. (high five if you got that reference)

Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

Sunday 25 March 2012

As Much Beauty as There is in Light, There is in Darkness

I love that quote, and when I heard it, it really made me think about-well emotions...
Happiness; To me it seems at times an abstract concept and something that is simply assumed you are if you don't outwardly appear anything different. People (me included) forget that your mental state is nothing if not inconsistent, and it doesn't matter how stupid whatever is upsetting you may be, in your eyes it is at that particular moment anyway, something that hurts you somewhere you weren't even sure could hurt. But within that hurt is the smallest most beautiful reminder that you're alive.

Until you try to tell yourself that he's better off with the redhead. Because your euselss, apetich, and udnetwna.

*the opinions and views expressed here are not (that) serious*

laters bitches.

Saturday 24 March 2012

Hitting the Bitches in The face With Bass Guitars.

My facebook explains that already, and I feel like I should warn you that in clicking this (however you got here) you have promised me something; that you will if try a hot chocolate with cinnamon in it, just decided to try it, ZOMG SO GOOD!!!!

And went to watch the Free Radicals in Guildford. Even if folk isn't your thing, they are just quite an entertaining group of lads. I love sun, it makes me happy.

I also saw musicalbethan in town today, wanted to say hi, but she was doing a shoelace up, and her friends/band members looked scary. and apologies to anyone who has no idea what I'm talking about. if you wanna know, I mean her >>>>> http://www.youtube.com/user/musicalbethan?feature=g-u-u
but this sums her up better...



Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

Tuesday 20 March 2012

Simplicity is good.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qf4Ea59Uods

Saturday 17 March 2012

In Reverse.

everything seems to be
flipped over and the wrong way round
I want it back.
but not to front
my melatonin
and consistent mindset.

Sunday 11 March 2012

Read, If You Dare.

This is something that I have thought about greatly for a while, been told about by all of my male acquaintances and I feel it needs to be addressed (if for no other reason my own sanity). Girls. Yes you. Every single one of you with possibly one or two exceptions, have done at least one of the following things. I obviously cannot prove this so I'll leave it to you to deicide, but if you don't admit it to yourself then your either A: way to perfect for everyone or B: a liar. And If you are a guy then by all means carry on reading but I really don't think you'll find out anything new. By no means am I going to be completely stereotypical and only accept my side of this argument, Guys are also frustrating, this is not something that I will try and dispute (being a straight girl myself). I'm simply discussing this point because I feel as though it is hardly touched on. And sometimes almost deliberately avoided, by girls at least.

Lets get something straight. Humans are flawed. Women are, and men are. But everything from teenage girls, to the media constantly points a finger at the male population for all of their wrongs and women are frequently and quite falsely labelled as these goddesses that can do know wrong simply because they can have children which is in itself painfully archaic. Worse still, any woman that has had friends in her life will tell you what utter crap that is. Girls are evil, deceitful, snake tongued creatures at times and this just gets overlooked as if it where acceptable. Whereas a guy does one small thing wrong and is shunned by the girl, her parents and
her friends. Popular culture has recently been flooded with these ideas that no matter what the situation, the man is to blame. For instance in a classic romance novel or film If the man cheats or ends it with the woman, he is then automatically made into the bad guy, this is fair enough for cheating and maybe for a messy or just badly handled breakup, but the idea that whatever was wrong could ever have been the girls fault is just not possible. This is even more noticeable in fictional situations where the woman has in fact cheated on the man and the plot is twisted to make it seem, almost justified because she 'fell in love with someone she wasn't allowed to' or 'her partner was not emotionally there for her', fact is; She still cheated and simply because she possesses breasts she gets given the moral foreground. And either way the man is portrayed as useless typical man.

The so called 'double standard' by this I mean the fact that as of recent years women have been striving to get more independence and they've been getting it. And yet as soon as they date they're putting themselves back where they started. By either expecting their significant other to pay for them or even just constantly look after her. I am by no means saying that 'women now have to pay for themselves otherwise equality is destined to fail'. But it is simply hypocritical to expect the the rights of men, and still expect the niceties of being a weak little 'princess'. Same goes for high maintenance girlfriends, I know you're out there. Most likely wearing something very expensive that you 'just had to have' and got using your tried and tested puppy dog face. He should buy you things because he wants to make you happy if that is how he feels, not because he was damn near forced to. And that said, when was the last time you did something sweet for him? Don't expect what you aren't willing to give back.

On a side note to that feminism itself or modern feminism anyway is uncalled for. Because as I'm sure you've heard someone else say it is trying to achieve equality by focussing entirely on the issues of one gender. When surely to achieve equality you need to be trying to help both sides. As previously mentioned, now because of feminism the male population are overly scrutinised for any wrong they do and whenever they feel like it they can just accuse men of being discriminative and mostly get what they want. On the radio the other day I heard the phrase 'Women and men' used in a news report and found myself annoyed that the so called 'fight for rights' had gotten that far. It's not injustice, it's not cruelty it's simply tradition, the same as the woman taking the man's name in marriage, which is not even required any more.

Moving on to slightly more shallow flaws I have noticed, one of which being the fact that girls shamelessly fish for compliments, and I know this one to be true because I have noticed myself doing it. Think how many times you have been with your girlfriends or your boyfriend and said something like ''uh I look horrible today'' or ''I wish I was pretty'' to get the ''no you don't, you look gorgeous'' or the ''But you are'' response from whoever you are with. I know that it's nice to get compliments, of course you want to feel good about yourself, but this technique is sort of cheating don't you think? And while I'm on the topic of mind games, phrases like this really, really annoy me. ''Why are you guys such dicks sometimes?'' In a word; guilt tripping. Because most guys will respond with ''what have I done?'' or ''what's wrong?'' when mostly, the answer is nothing. The girl simply wants to try and make him guilty for no reason other than him then probably trying to win over again. It's deceitful and stupid.


http://news.menshealth.com/man-gets-penis-cut-off%E2%80%94and-lives/2011/07/14/
the link shown is although an incredibly extreme case of shocking abuse, what some of a certain cast had to say about this particular case is quite something to behold. Prepare your flaming torches...



The fact that this was even said says a lot, because although the women were forced to do an apology it is somewhat unconvincing and they cannot have been thinking about the consequences of what they were saying would rightly be. Laughing and joking about cutting a part of the human body off at the most basic level, is not acceptable. But because the part meant in this context was a man's penis a large group of women just can't help but find it hilariously funny. Yet if the topic was a case of a man doing something of a similar nature to a woman, all hell would break loose and said man would probably get arrested or worse. ''It's different, one's floppy and..''' NO! IT'S NOT DIFFERENT. It's cruel, vile and twisted.

Sunday 4 March 2012

CLICK HERE. vvvvv

No seriously unless you saw it on Facebook, then don't worry.

http://a6.sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-ash4/421363_10150644591229666_729914665_8828948_482624042_n.jpg

Have a good day on me folks. (And try to not put that out of context)

Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

PS.

Saturday 3 March 2012

Not Labelling Today.

'Coz I'm feelin' way too damn good' that song was just in my head, and seemed fitting, so lets recap, some revision got done. Bought a guitar, went back to Luke and Hannah's watched Jane Eyre which was freaking awesome. Went home. Just now epilated my legs, and although painful, worth it for how long I'm not faffing with it again. Sorry wait go back, yes that's right...

I FINALLY HAVE A NEW GUITAR, I'M SO HAPPY IT'S ACTUALLY INSANE. lil miss nebsie...

(no I'm not sad)
the guys in the shop where quite funny. While one who we had already met was as cool and tall and all around as massive as he had been first time round, there was another two guys there, one who worked there just your standard salesman, (twat) and the second guy was just so try hard. Clearly only just been employed there and was being way to, well- much. I mean there is only so many interesting things you can say about the zips on a guitar case, and where to put a screw for a strap on it....

Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

Friday 2 March 2012

Why the words get so twisted when they were yours first. Why If I could pick a colour right now it would be burgundy. How a person can make me drop resentment with a flicker, of those god damn eyes. How the music got frozen just like this whole day as seemed to be, in a wood surrounded by nothing, the words dropped like chalk are now a tattoo.

Wednesday 29 February 2012

Guess What?

I am procrastinating, yes it's true that I'd much rather go on about some pointless shit than actually do any of my work because quite frankly, I'm knackered. Here goes, I had the weirdest fucking dream last night, it was that a certain person was trying to be friends with me again, I was falling for it which in itself annoyed me but she was also being really horrible to and about Evan. Not cool dream world.

And now for the magical and all knowing DISSAPEARING HOODIE. Well, it's gone.



Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

Monday 27 February 2012

You Never

Expect to realise something, until you're lost in your own mind walking with no real idea of where you're going. But wait, you did know. It just lacked any logic.


Was recommended this. LOVE IT.




even if you don't like it the harmonies are brilliant. So obsessed and love her voice.

Sunday 26 February 2012

Why Do I Get The Feeling

that less and less people bother with this anymore, not that I mind. What's here is always at least entertaining and at best, bloody brilliant. Feeling incredibly satisfied with myself today, actually got shit done, how good it is could possibly be questionable but *runs out of things to say*

note to self: MAKE A FUCKING FACEBOOK EVENT FOR YOUR SODDING BIRTHDAY ALREADY!!!!!!!
seriously anyone would think you didn't care.

I'll leave it there I think.

Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

Saturday 25 February 2012

You Know What...

Cheesy music is amazing, I accept all judgement this statement may get because I don't actually care.



So I had an awesome time with People, girly sleepover with Kaytei, louise and Harvey and then went to Frencham pond for chips, biscuits and a hilarious dog walk, louise worked out that if you attach the lead to both dogs, the behavior of the well trained one will rub off on the mental one. Funniest thing I've seen in a while.

Oh yeah...feels like a week ago now but Guys and Dolls was also incredibly impressive.

And I can't not do it.



Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

Wednesday 22 February 2012

Degrading Nicknames...

I don't know, some annoy me babe being the worst unless said person is kidding, it's just so obviously them not wanting to call whoever by the wrong name. Or if it's not that it's just them being affectionate incredibly unoriginally (yes that's a word),

Pet, babe, sugar, babydoll, babygirl. Kinda annoying.

Sweetie, depends on the person, Hun...oddly nice for guys to say. Not so much girls,

Darling, hmmmmm to much reminder of parents with this one.

just a random thought there, the second being the phrase 'hurts like a bitch' one I love but it has a severe lack of sense that I only noticed today.

Anyways...been nice to hear my dad laugh today, note: next time you have the oppurtunity...feed a near by dog some apple. It's priceless.

''Wipe the mark of sadness from my face, tell me that your love will never change, and if my yesterday is a disgrace, tell me that you'll still recall my name.''


Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

Monday 20 February 2012

I Am In Fact...

half naked (lol lukeisnotsexy reference) because quite frankly boys and girls, my nighty and amazingly soft blanket are just too damn warm and soft. SO! What've you been up to? I have today been getting bizarely good feedback on some (what I thought was fairly shitty) psychology work that I gave in. This made me happy, and feel all intelligent and stuff (said that to my mum earlier in a stupidly childish voice, she laughed at me, standard Monday really) Also gave in top girls, sorry 'Top Girls' coursework today, not as happy with how that was by the time I finally gave it in but what's done is done I guess.

side note. Derek Archambault <3
*gets offended at that being a spelling mistake*

My mum is feeling a little better today which I'm also fairly happy about, I worry about any of my family members a large amount whenever they're ill anything worse than a cold so hearing my mum almost choke to death on occasion doesn't do wonders for my stress levels (fuck you irony).
MUST REMEMBER TO BUY GUYS AND DOLLS TICKETS TOMORROW!!!!!!

Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

Saturday 18 February 2012

''Intentional Slut That's Me''

I never claim to make sense. So deal. The fact that I said that made me laugh at myself so whatever.

Last night made me realise just how much I've missed being part of a massive group of kids in town. This needs to be done more often. And earlier this morning (oh the pain of it) I realised that my priorities are somewhat fucked. In that anything remotely petty will needlessly bug me for ages. And I start failing at life and it doesn't even phase me. What is this insanity.

In other news the lead singer of Amberline accepted me on Facebook.


And just for the obligatory whine that this post would be incomplete without, it hurts to play guitar, I don't even- What?!

Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

Thursday 16 February 2012

How can Anyone Hate Ducks?



Well, I can now officially say. I'm terrible at school work. In other news I got my nose pierced today as can be seen ^^^^^^

I hate the lingering smell of curry when you aren't feeling the best...little bit sickly. And I can clearly see that this is going nowhere, So I shall love and leave this here until I can think of something I bit more intelligent to say (because it does happen albeit rarely).

''If I was a saint I'd heal you''

Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

Tuesday 14 February 2012

Hey

Remember me? still here. Do you even care? can't say I know to be honest. Nice really nice... What would have been so wrong with just saying in words what your behaviour has been saying for months now?







In other news. I'm not that horrible...anyone with stuff planned for today have a good one yeah, and if not, someone is almost definitely missing out.



longing for indifference xoxo

Monday 13 February 2012

''Let Go Of The Yesterdays As They Have Already Happened, And Don't underestimate The Power Of Today.''

While when I saw and read this statement, and thought that it was a nice little anecdote. I still have a small issue with it, there is only so many times you can tell yourself to live today without worrying about things you have already done. And as much as some people may have the wrong attitude to how they have lived in the past regretting various things and wishing they could change them, there are certain moments I have lived that I don't wish to let go of. Some bad some good but all things that will stick with me never the less.

life is a blessing, no matter how many holes or flaws you pick in it...Life for me also includes the times I have already lived. So to quote a friend of mine (albeit grossly out of context) Cherish it. And 'it' can be whatever you like.

Sunday 12 February 2012

Yeah.

Good day. Like really good.


''cold all of a sudden really noticeable''


''*holds back nipple jokes*
oh, that sucks''

''i meant my head cold''

lol'd

Love you xoxo

Tuesday 7 February 2012

Taking my own Advice...

simple right. NO. fuck no...nothing ever is. I love life and just- well kind of being alive and stuff but there are times when I have to ask myself...''why does half this pointless fucking crap even matter to me?'' And then I just get even more frustrated when I can't give myself an answer. Until I realised you can't control your emotions, as much as you may want to and as much as minimising them is doable, the human mind is flawed to shit. So even when you may 'know' that something shouldn't matter. It still does and you still keep thinking you've heard your phone go off.

*subtle mood lightener*





Anarchy And Insanity xoxo

Sunday 5 February 2012

Sex Appeal is 50% What You've Got, and 50% What People Think You've got.

So I can safely say I'm failing everything except textiles after my failure to anything that was today. But hey with my title I could audition to be a stripper...maybe...

And properly forgot how gorgeous Colbie Caillats voice is.


Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

Saturday 4 February 2012

Love it or hate it.

Snow is like a fresh start, new outlook on things. Makes me see things another way on occasion. Reminds me how much I love the good things in my life.

Oh and Sara barellies linked this. I watched. Largely impressed.



The glint in your eye xoxo

Thursday 2 February 2012

Wednesday 1 February 2012

You Shouldn't Have to Look for Perfection, It Should Find you.

just takes a different outlook. To go from being frustrated at life, to seeing the gorgeous sun rise sparkling against the frost and windows. Hearing the music, feeling your mind rest and just for a small moment. Forgetting how to care.

Tuesday 31 January 2012

Wasn't sure about this, But hey. Fuck it.

It is one of the greater oddities in society now that a larger group of people, seem entirely not bothered about just outright deliberate abuse towards 'man's best friend'
-wait, you thought you were going to read 'children' or 'the elderly' perhaps. But no, dogs have always been at least a partial help to society with police dogs and dogs that work with the blind or disabled. And they get rewarded with cruelty on a silver platter of different levels. This is a matter that has been in dire need of addressing for a while now.

Granted, I am not about to preach that dogs are perfect by any means, otherwise you wouldn't frequently here about children being attacked and killed by dogs in the news papers. But on the flip side of that no one ever explains to the parents of the child at the time why it was so likely to have happened, just imagine it now. A mother and father are watching the paramedics drive away with their now stone cold dead 7 year old girl because a German shepherd has ripped her throat out. And the dog expert on hand says something along the lines of ''the dog was provoked. If you had just told your child that running towards a dog head on with her harms in the air is actually threatening to a dog she wouldn't have come across as a threat.'' Need I say more? This is of course completely exaggerated and of course anything that kills a child deserves to die, the only thing I’m trying to say is that if we had to get licenses for dogs in the UK like most other countries have to, we wouldn’t have careless owners and it would never happen anyway.

Fact is, any owner of a dog that has attacked a child is entirely to blame for it and although it goes against all dog psychology and will be hard in the early stages to introduce. If all owners simply socialised their dogs early in there upbringing, we would have no issue. I compelled to mention at this point that dogs are not the only reason that children die needlessly; they are just the most unacceptable due to being the most controllable with someone who knows what they’re doing. Freak accidents, horrible diseases and sometimes even there own parents, but you don't hear anyone saying ''I hate all parents, they don't deserve to exist'' because you know that's unrealistic. Believe it or not I do have a point to make. That being, that the main cause of abuse, and possibly the worst one is still rife through out the show dog world because it is right out in the open being justified by so called 'experts'. This is the breeding of 'pedigree' dogs. What this is effectively, is inbreeding the same breed of dog, so it's 'purer' in the eyes of judges and a certain kind of buyer that does it purely for social status. And if you think this is bad so far, there is more.
RSPCA Chief Vet Mark Evans called the Crufts show "a parade of mutants" and "a freakish, garish beauty pageant that has frankly nothing to do with health and welfare." He pointed out that breed standards take no account of temperament and fitness for purpose.
One of my most hated examples of this is present in more than one different breed. Two major ones are German Shephards and Rhodesian Ridgebacks, which according to these so called 'breed experts' have to have certain appearance traits in order to classify as the pedigree version of the animal. First flaw that this entire concept has is that in the Rhodesian Ridgebacks the 'Ridge' that makes them so famous and desirable to some quite twisted people, is actually only so prominent because of very unethical breeding (or rather inbreeding). Meaning these dogs are prime candidates for Hip dysplasia and Dermoid sinus, along with a breed specific form of deafness and hypothyroidism, symptoms of this include weight gain and hair loss. Both things that only became a problem because of inbreeding and the effect it has, The German Shepard is also prone to both of these conditions along with a few others due to it's apparently 'pure' breeding. Meaning that frequent mother to son, father to daughter and brother to sister mating happens. The worst thing about this is that it's all completely deliberate and it's done to get a product, the product itself being the litter that is born. Because of twisted people manipulating the breed to what apparently looks more aesthetically pleasing, with absolutely no regard for the dogs well being and health. For the 'show' quality German Shepard dog, their back legs should be shorter than their front resulting in their walking being impaired because of the huge slant in their spine. Is this helpful? Is this beneficial? And more importantly is this ethically correct? Quite frankly, no. It needs to end. And the amount of breeds that get affected by this is far vast than I can even hope to advertise, but the list never ends. British bull dogs now with breathing problems, boxers that have epilepsy. Dogs are being bread to be born with genetic disorders and all manner of health problems, because they otherwise don't meet so called 'breeding standards'.
Worse still, people can and will try to justify it with stories of children being killed. Fact is not all dogs do this and what these breeders are getting away with is cold hearted and unnecessary cruelty to animals for what is basically the owners and show judges personal gain. It is unethical and cruel and people are still getting away with it, for no other reasoning then that people are making money, if you ask yourself nothing else, ask this. Would you think it was acceptable for people? No animals are not by any means equal to humans, but if someone is willing to be so cruel to anything innocent living thing, I do not believe I can convey how I feel towards them in writing.

Monday 30 January 2012

Something is wrong.

Well there are more than a few things that are what classify as my definition of wrong at the moment, but they are somewhat unimportant to anyone else. But what I was actually referring to was my writing recently. It's been not as good on this sodding thing. In my coursework recently and just all round, I feel ever so slightly lost as to what has happened to it...

As well as that everyone seems to be knowing what they're doing all the time, and actually managing to cope with there work and any exceptions to this, Piss of everything has exceptions, all I really mean by this is, well. I don't know what I mean, and that more than anything is what is annoying me.

Anarchy, Insanity and confusion xoxo

Saturday 28 January 2012

Don't you love it when

your entire out look on life is summed up by something completely phenomenal, just when everything has gone wrong, or just isn't how you want it, and then something-however small or huge happens and reminds you that everything actually isn't that bad, life can be pretty fucking awesome sometimes. And even when your upset or think that everything is going to collapse around you, remember that humans have emotions, it's ok to be upset about shit that goes wrong or even for no reason. Being human. Make it what you want. Live it how you like, it's not going to wait for you.




Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

Friday 27 January 2012

Dear Friend,

you know who you are, or you will after this. I know I have said I am jealous several times. (I am a lil) but also incredibly happy for you. I don't think anyone else deserved that as much as you.

Wednesday 25 January 2012

Oh Look.

I'm yet again avoiding doing anything remotely useful. Well the fuck done Summer.


so true.



Love this. Almost a bit to much. Wait no, not possible.



Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

Sunday 22 January 2012

The Brilliant Moment When I am actually allowed to Say Awkward.

So we were innocently trying to film all over town today for Louise's music video,and it had been going fairly well until REALLY in-your-face couples kept appearing everywhere. So there's frequent clips of Harvey, and someone. with a couple sucking face just behind. This happened more than once and worse still we ran into the worst one in fucking sainsburys!!! grrr.

And I am yet again fucked. Well done Summer.

peace the fuck out xoxo

Friday 20 January 2012

Contrasts.

No. I am sorry but this won't be one of my renound 'deep' posts. (but one of those is needed) All I am referring to is how many different moods will hit me in the course of a day. I mean. Psychology mock < Dance class, or rather taking the piss out of my dance teacher with Ruby yet again...and I realised why she is so funny...year nine, at broadwater. Nuff said. *dance teacher accidently bumps into girl called Zara* Ruby: ''like a tractor running over a log'' OOOOOOOOHHHHHHH SHHHHHNNNAAPPPPPPPPP!!!

I belive that is all, oh wait Evan: ''how did your test go''. me: ''shit.'' * hysterical laughter*

HUGGS

Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

PS. I HURT. EVERYWHERE. and I do mean EVERYWHERE.

Wednesday 18 January 2012

Dearest Kaytei,

I feel bad, I have a dedicated blog post you now need one also. As late as I was reading yours it made me smile all the same. And I Love you gorgeous girl.

xoxo

Tuesday 17 January 2012

FUCK THIS

I hate being ill. Granted I don't think I know anyone that likes, feeling and looking like shit (any more than normal) and possibly sounding you swallowed a harmonica...but. I'm English ok. Nuff said.

And for anyone that is really, really bored. Here is the first rough version of my writing to entertain coursework.

You know This Is True, You're Just In Denial.

This is a matter that I have thought about greatly for a while, been told about greatly by all of my male acquaintances and I feel it is time for it to be addressed. Girls. Yes you. Every single one of you with maybe one or two exceptions have done at least one of the following things. I obviously cannot prove this so I'll leave it to you to deicide, but if you don't own up then your either, way to perfect for everyone or a liar. And If you are a guy then by all means carry on reading but I really don't think you'll find out anything new. By no means am I going to be completely stereotypical and only accept my side of this argument, Guys are also frustrating, this is not something that I will for a minute try to dispute (being a straight girl myself). I'm simply arguing this point because I feel as though it is hardly touched on. And sometimes almost deliberately avoided.

Lets get something straight. Humans are flawed. Women are, and men are. But everything from teenage girls, to the media constantly points a finger at the male population for all of their wrongs and women are frequently and quite falsely labelled as these goddesses that can do know wrong. Worse still, any woman that has had friends in her life will tell you what utter crap that is. Girls are evil, deceitful, snake tongued creatures at times and this just gets overlooked as if it where some dust on the banister. Whereas a guy does one small thing wrong and is shunned by the girl, her parents and
her friends. Popular culture as recently been flooded with these ideas that no matter what the situation, the man is to blame. For instance in a classic romance novel or film If the man cheats or ends it with her he is then automatically made into the bad guy, this is fair enough for cheating and maybe for a messy breakup, but the idea that whatever was wrong could even slightly have been the girls fault is just not even possible, or mentioned. This is even more noticeable in fictional situations where the woman has in fact cheated on the man and the plot is twisted to make it seem, almost justified because she 'fell in love with someone she wasn't allowed to' or 'her partner was not emotionally there for her', fact is; She still cheated and simply because she is a woman she gets given the moral foreground either way and the man is portrayed as useless typical man.

I also feel compelled to mention the so called 'double standard' by this I mean the fact that as of recent years women have been striving to get more independence and they've been getting it. And yet as soon as they date they're putting themselves back where they started. By either expecting their significant other to pay for them or even just constantly look after her. I am by no means saying that women now have to pay for themselves otherwise equality is destined to fail. But it is simply hypocritical to expect the the rights of men, and still expect the niceties of being a weak little princess. Same goes for high maintenance girlfriends, I know you're out there. Most likely wearing something very expensive that you 'just had to have' and got using your tried and tested puppy dog face. He should buy you things because he wants to make you happy if that is how he feels, not because he was damn near forced to. And that said when was the last time you did something sweet for him? Don't expect what you aren't willing to give back.

On a side note to that feminism itself or modern feminism anyway is uncalled for. Because as I'm sure you've heard someone else say it is trying to achieve equality by focussing entirely on the issues of one gender. When surely to achieve equality you need to be trying to help both sides. As previously mentioned, now because of feminism the male population are overly scrutinised for any wrong they do and whenever they feel like it they can just accuse men of being discriminative and mostly get what they want. On the radio the other day I heard the phrase 'Women and men' used in a news report and found myself annoyed that the so called 'fight for rights' had gotten that far. It's not injustice, it's not cruelty it's simply tradition, the same as the woman taking the man's name in marriage, which I hasten to add is not even required any more.

Moving on to slightly more shallow flaws I have noticed, one of which being the fact that girls shamelessly fish for compliments, and I know this one to be true because I have noticed myself doing it. Think how many times you have been with your girlfriends or your boyfriend and said something like ''uh I look horrible today'' or ''I wish I was pretty'' to get the ''no you don't, you look gorgeous'' or the ''But you are'' response from whoever you are with. My response to this would not actually be coherent so we'll leave it that.

This Intrigues me...



This is logical. Jussayin. Obviously not in all cases but yeah.

Also. Kaytei (no that's not wrong spell check). Interview. Now.




Loves xoxo

Monday 16 January 2012

So.

this is just lovely. I feel kinda crappy not gonna lie. But on the plus side i actually did some work, and have now worked how that I'm physically incapable of doing work any time before 10pm.

*insert obligatory link here*



xoxo

Sunday 15 January 2012

That Horrible Moment

when you realise that your gonna be ill for at least two weeks. And that you still have coursework to do and that even the sun couldn't cheer you up. Good fucking times eh? On the plus side I'm liking having three new albums on my iPod.



Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

Saturday 14 January 2012

That went well...

if you know me you should know that sarcasm is a thing I have warmed to recently, meaning that even though my evening was fairly pleasurable, I managed to (even when given the opportunity to) say nothing to the seemingly friendly, incredibly good looking and need I say talented as fuck guitarist, 'well the fuck done' is all I could really think to myself. Self confidence eh? wonderful thing when to have when it stays loyal to you and doesn't scarper of out the fucking door when you need it. (or it's shoved out by logic).

Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

Friday 13 January 2012

Dance and ting.

Always entertaining when you and one other person both hate someone. I say this since me and ruby probably spent the remainder of our lesson talking, being loud, being distracted, and basically doing anything except dancing to piss off our cow of a teacher. One of my personal favourites being ''She's a bit chunky for a dancer, her legs look like lard'' I loled. mainly because if it was anyone else a comment like that would be offensive, but this is A, a cow, and B, a person that apparently dances everyday.

So moving on...learning the shit out of this bitch, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ovAAyE-6L7k
(lack of embed due to lack of interesting vid.

And this made me lol: KAYTEI IT'S DESTERY+ZELDA OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG


Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

Tuesday 10 January 2012

Stunning.



xoxo

Have I really?

Been jammy enough to tie in the next blog post I wanna do with my writing to entertain coursework...we shall see. And if any of the rats escape again I think I might cry...catching this one required bite proof gloves and 2 heavy boxes. And this time it
was not me being clumsy forgetting to close a cage door, it was purely because the cage is shit and can clearly be opened from the inside by the creature it was invented to contain...What the shit? I GIVE UP!

Anarchy and insanity xoxo

Monday 9 January 2012

When there is nothing else...

Post some shit on your internetz. always good. But still find it entertaining that even blogging...one of my more enjoyed past times...is effort. And this made ma laugh...hope you will to...



*ignores the fact that she has done no work...at all.*

Loves xoxo

Friday 6 January 2012

ZOMGSOANNOYING.

Disclaimer: If you are in a good mood. Do not read this.

yeah so south west trains suck (2 fucking hours, really?), I feel like shit, and I was up all night for nothing because I ended up not even going in due to feeling like crap. yayz for me.

''Pepsi max: like if you've got that friday feeling!'' Yes. because I can now be lazy and do nothing. ahhhh. Wait... that awesome friday feeling of coursework that even though I will (try and fail to) spend all weekend doing still won't get finished, Or be as good as I want it. Especially failing with the one subject I actually want to do well in.

that will be all for now
xoxo

Thursday 5 January 2012

Sorry

to anyone that was inflicted with me for all of today (even though it technically hasn't happened yet) Due to the fact that It is now 5am and if anyone is up this early WTF?. All nighters for the win. I blame no one but myself for it, I only did it because I know if I had gone to sleep I would have not have been up in time to go. And I also had about 4 hours of textiles to do. 2 of which gone done, the other two kind of turned into John Tucker Must Die. What can I say nothing will keep you awake like a ridiculously unrealistic chick flick>(implies that any of them are not) hmmmm LINK TIME.



meh...I remember this being better but comicfire7 still pwns all.

xoxo

Monday 2 January 2012

Apparently

My New Year post, wasn't actually on the first *annoyed face* So as much as this won't be as good, it will have to do as an opener.

what it is about suggestive/innuendo humour that is so much funnier when there is a nine year old present to hear and yet understand none of it? That is one thing I don't miss about being nine, Not getting it when all the adults in the room are in fits of laughter and due to me being nine; not knowing what the fuck was going on.

I would explain what the innuendo was but it just won't be as funny.

Anarchy and Insanity xoxo