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Wednesday 31 August 2011

ahhhh.

I should really stop venting..on here anyway because I then I read it and am like, ''why the fuck did I write this...'' but never the less I can now play A team !!!!
Well happy about that...not exactly like your hear it but sounds nice never the less.


O&O

Ryan Keen

how is that you've managed to make me resent you, oh wait I know, but writing nothing simpler so that I can play it. Damn it. He is just unfair.

Moving swiftly on . . . . . .OOOOWWWWWWWWWWW. PAIN. IN. THE. STOMACH. AREA. fuck. To try and distract myself.

smells like teen spirit-shit
polly-ok.
hey there Delilah-alright
the A team-meh.
I can't play the full version so it's kinda annoying.

O&O

''I do like this...

but I don't want everyone to know....''

I something I think a lot while on facebook.

just a thought.

Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

Tuesday 30 August 2011

''Love is not Blind...

it is an extra eye and it shows us what is most worthy of regard.''

A nice spin, I think. I really should stop re-entering this curious state of affairs, but it keeps making me question it. So here goes. . .

How can anyone define love ? when the word itself can mean 17,000 different things, and be as obscure as the 'after life' to pin down, or on the flip side be as abundant and as beautiful as daisies.

All of that aside I still feel like saying ''I love you'' should not have all the implications it's been saddled with. It never asked to be 'those three words' or 'the l word' it was just a harmless and comfortable thing at one point. And I'm not saying it still isn't, for some people. But others really need to stop over-thinking. Even if it's just because you think you may not ever find it. Don't worry you will. You'll hopefully find your version of it, whether that is relaxed and comfortable, or almost unreal passion. Or some happy medium. Your version told me earlier that it's on it's way. And if you've found it. I wish you all the best.


Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

Monday 29 August 2011

It Really Is a Small World.

Because you will never guess who I just came round, (and didn't see me thank god as I was getting out of the shower).

MR BARNES-MATTHEWS . . . . . . . .

I know right. If you actually fancy knowing why, keep reading. As I mentioned previously my last bed had been taken down and was up until about a half 6 still today, in our lounge. But we got a call earlier asking if we still had it. Which we did so the obscure person said they'd be round to come get it later.

And then when they got here I heard a vaguely familiar voice. Which resulted in me legging it upstairs to hide/put more than a towel on. And just as I came down stairs they left and he never even saw me.

So yeah not everyday one of your past science teachers pops round to collect a bed.

that'll be all. For now.

Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

Oh how I've missed you...

my electric guitar. I only realized upon getting it out of the cupboard and giving it the re-tune it so desperately needed that it's actually really nice to play. Granted I was trying to play smells like teen spirit on my acoustic yesterday/this morning and failing somewhat miserably. But that of course had nothing to do with it.

uuuhhhh I have to work later. And not the nice job. Bugger and damnation.

latttersss


Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

Sunday 28 August 2011

Wow.

738. Now I knew it would be a large ish number, but that's just ridiculous.

Moving on . . . . . .MY ROOM IS PAINTED, At long last. and it's basically done. I just need an actual bed now, I currently have a mattress, it's kinda annoying but I'll live.

kinda addicted to Monster by paramore now. And kaytei if it was you that told me about that first
then I'm sorry for my suckish memory.

oooh must burn some maths shizzzzzz.
right I'll leave while I still make partial sense.

Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

Friday 26 August 2011

Compliments.

They are quite frankly under-used. And even more painfully they're so simple.

''It's always nice talking to you...''

''your such a good singer''

or ''I'm thrilled, with your results sweet heart.''

Or even the shallow ones. ''trust me, when your in a bikini no one is looking at your tummy.''

most of you should know who you are. XD

okay intro. *funky theme tune*

so the musicalness returns, with what I would call ground breaking lyrics.

so my top 10 songs hopefully in order.






Ryan keen-Happy Dreaming
Escape the fate-The Afterman
Falling in reverse-I'm not a vampire
Paramore-Monster
Rise against-Saviour
Pearl and the puppets-Make me smile
Caro Emerald-Back it up
Dave days- Who says
Lights-In the dark I see.
Aly and Aj-'Frigerator

Anarchy and Insanity to you good sir xoxo

PAX AND MADDEN 2012 LAUNCH PARTY

Political in-correctness.

We know it's wrong. offensive. But it's sometimes just so god damn funny, (there I go again.)

the only reason I bring this up is that I came across this on facebook just now and it genuinely made me laugh. ''God made us all different, but when he got to china he just thought, Fuck it.''

Should hopefully be painting my room this weekend. XDXDXDXD.

yeah that's pretty much all I'm gonna bug people about today.

Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

Thursday 25 August 2011

Mind Overload.

in the most brilliant possible meaning, so I'll start from the beginning. To start of this train of events complete with streamers and confetti. Was of course going to Hattie's house with Kaytei for a girly night in (not sleeping). With in which we managed to turn two genuinely straight guys gay with false promises LOL, following that obviously got our results, and am currently in a mildly happy acceptance of mine. And then last but definitely not least.

The EPIC POOL PARTY, many thanks to Harvey even though I'm pretty sure he won't read this.
it was a lovely reminder that all of our lives are in fact going to carry on being epic, at least for a little while longer.

ooh I found this song and thought it was genuinely quite cute.


God it's not even late and I'm wiped so laterrrs

Anarchy and Insanity xoxo


Monday 22 August 2011

Figures...

Kaytei, don't ignore this one, just the one before it.

Had an-interesting day today, and to carry on from the title ''figures'', it was a heart attack. But it made me realize the following. I don't know what I would do without my friends sometimes.

Anarchy and Insanity xoxo
What the fuck, how can no one know what the fuck this bug is. My Dad has been suffering now, for way too long with severe chest pains and throwing up. And no one can fucking well tell us what it is. it's a bug. They thought it might be a pulled muscle. Symptoms have progressed since then but even still, I was told they did a full health screening and surely this fucking thing would have been recognisable under a microscope.

stupid freaking doctor.


Sunday 21 August 2011

Wherefore art thou. . .

Contentment.

My mind seems unhappy with the boundaries my skull encases it with. And yet it should not be unleashed all at once, who if not mystical could know what outcome that may have?

*stares at the ceiling searching for an answer*










Maybe you shouldn't know everything. The point of living and growing up, is not to learn, or love. These are simply pleasant surprises along the way. The point is just that.


To live.

Saturday 20 August 2011

Chaos

in the oddest possible perception of the word, to sum up this section of mind-leakage, i will say this. Two dogs+one weak puppy+one gay dog(that seems to like the puppy a little too much)+one demolished bed+one not very well father+one daughter trying to decorate her room+one mum losing the mind she was born with(rightly so)=MY HOUSE FOR THE LAST 6 DAYS.

hmmmm. So you can understand my need to get out of the house right ? I don't think I've ever enjoyed shopping so much in my life.

And Kaytei in response to what I hope is everything....okay scratch that, it's nearly one in the morning and I'm only blogging now otherwise I know it won't get done, EVER. This is your lot. Thank you, I love you, and it was nice seeing you today as well. Also nice to know that your work doesn't make you train dragons in your breaks.

Anyways reasons, for it being one in the morning. I was at my uncles watching Source code. Very good movie.

Fun thoughts xoxo

Thursday 18 August 2011

This needs fixing...

my last post is really depressing, therefore I need to describe today to balance it out.

HAD AN AMAZING TIME AT MATT'S BIRTHDAY THING !

it was so good, and Kaytei- two things the first being thank you, you saved from what could of have been a slight disaster, and the second being















GET IN THE SHACK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*smug things and stuffs*



hmmmmmmmmm, I think I'll link to this person today.





Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

Wednesday 17 August 2011

771

well, I didn't see that coming. Especially after the epic day I had, Kaytei, Tommy, thank you I had a brill day, but In a slightly dampened mood now because one of the rats I am looking after, Trajan is in a really bad way, won't go into detail. But I'm worried, Luke and Hannah came round and they're gonna take him to the vets first thing tomorrow. Hopefully to get put down. Funny isn't it. How your day can go so shit all of sudden.

I'm gonna go now......

Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

Tuesday 16 August 2011

467.

yay.

Got a cute little writing desk on hold for my room now.
very addicted to escape the fate as of current, have taken to going for aimless walks with them on shuffle. very relaxing.

arrghhhhh we need to get rid of the freaking bed, it's just in everyone's way, pissing everyone off, and I'm getting blamed for it. Fantabulous.

I haven't linked in a while.




Love it so much...

Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

Monday 15 August 2011

Okay...

really ?

I knew that facebook likes had become somewhat ridiculous in proportion recently. But this I ... ..can't . .. . . . IDEK.

''to all those feeling depressed, here's a picture of a happy microwave.''

I have nothing to say, well except that there actually is a pic of a happy microwave to go with it.

arrhhhhg trajan bit me and it's caning to say the least right now. But on the upside my mum bought me some new converses today.....XDXDXXDXDXD


I think I'm gonna make up some pointless phrases now...

Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

The things ? I will destroy them...

lol Meekakitty reference.

back to topic.....so now know one is taking my bed. and it's already in several bits. FFUUUCCCKKKKKK. THE. WORLD.

I gave up on making sense approximately two posts ago.

Anyway dogs won't walk themselves.....well they can but I don't really fancy testing the effectiveness of that theory.

Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

Sunday 14 August 2011

My room is

UPSIDE DOWN...okay not quite but it may as well be. I mean bed is half dismantled, and there is a somewhat sharp edge that is making me worried that I may have a small gash in my head soon. And I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT COLOURS I WANT.
*frustrated face*

plum
chocolate brown
black
silver
pink
caramel

Any combination of shades of that list. Damn it.

going of to yet more live music today...should be good but am not holding out too much excitement considering it's free. Anyways my dad is now drilling so will rant about pointles stuff more later.

Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

Saturday 13 August 2011

yeeeeepppp

yes that is completely called for...because of the following, someone is actually taking my annoying mother fucker of a bed away on Monday. Gotta love free cycle. and I don't know just genuine artsy exitement XDXDXDXDXDXD

so that'll be all short and sweet.

Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

Friday 12 August 2011

This song...

I don't even know what to say it properly amazed me...


''Baby don't talk to me I'm trying to let go, not loving you is harder than you know...''

Just goes to show that maybe extreme negative energy is probably the best form of inspiration that there is.


In the words of Samantha Jones:

current 'partner' Richard gestures towards a table on a roof overlooking a breathtaking evening view.

''I want no part in that, that turns everything into a big screaming mess, we are work and sex only.''

cold, insensitive, call it what you will, it's her way of shielding herself from what can be somewhat painful emotional trauma.

On a slightly lighter note, aside from the sleep deprivation last couple of days have been wicked. I mean throw together a trip to the globe, camping, a day at the beach, a BBQ, some star gazing, playing rock band (I never said well) and a midnight walk and/or strip in the park

And you have the last couple of days.

Love and Insanity xoxo

Saturday 6 August 2011

The music...

I live for it...A genuinely good day day.

My first reason for this is shown below.


Rapper person is american and is a freaking legend.

Also there was a fantastic girl called natalie ross but I cannot find any good songs of her's on ze interwebz. but just to clarify the person I mean here's one of her vids



Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

I apologize

for the fail that is formspring...it's just decided that everything I post or answer on there has to go on here as well. Which is pointless because one of the things that I posted is the link to this exact page...WHY ?????

interwebfail.

Anyways This had to go on here because I have been somewhat addicted to it.


So pretty. and relateable which I quite like.

off to a music thing in the park today...should be good, you know provided that the heavens don't open.

Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

Friday 5 August 2011

formspring.me

http://summerjackson3.blogspot.com/ check it out please xxxxx

Amazing...


he actually managed to make me forget who the original was by for a second.

Awww my mum bought me jelly beans yesterday, they are proper nice.

Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

Wednesday 3 August 2011

refer to page title.

I really wish that whatever is wrong with me would fuck off, because it's getting to be ever so slightly tedious now. ugh. you don't want details but lets just say that without trying I've lost 4 pounds in 5 days. My mum has said that if I don't get better soon she's taking me to the doctors :/

Moving on to slightly more cheerful matters, town on............. . . . Tuesday ?????? the other day was pretty chilled met up with Harvey, Tommy and Hattie for an hour, then they left and I ran into and then stayed with matt and a friend of his for a bit.

Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

Monday 1 August 2011

Secret Obsession

Tacky I know but still, proper good feel good song.


Slightly addicted...

decided to try and learn rhythm of love by plain white t's on guitar....it's going better than expected, still can't sing it at the same time though grrrrr.

ahhh so glad my cleaning job is done for this week it'd always a nice feeling knowing that it's done.

I hope all the dogs in my house get better soon, they've both been poorly :(, I seem to have set a trend. oops.

ahh so cool, I now have a necklace made of genuine guitar pics. :) YAY

Anarchy and Insanity xoxo