Yes.

you are a massive bitch, because what you did to me has managed to make another person hate you, who actually liked you before. Well that trés clever of you.

Moving on, A SIZE 8 DRESS FITS ME AND IT'S REALLY PRETTY AND OMG SO HAPPY

:) :) :) :)

warning to coldplay haters. DO NOT WATCH THIS SONG.

so addicted to it.

that will be all.

xoxo

''Give yourself time to think while you can.''

and eat cheese on toast. I should write horoscopes...''eating chocolate right now would really help you to clear your mind and see the bigger picture of everything going on around you...''

Anyway, for once the end of my horoscope (my title) actually kinda fits, and on these rare occasions I feel like pointing it out. Like ''hey look some jammy git managed to guess my thoughts''

This makes me scared. Someone on formpsring, who I don't know but who has NOT made themselves anonymous has asked me: ''do you shave?''

really don't know how to answer that one.

Forgot how much I love the piano in this. XD

DON'T JUDGE ME, but I'm so learning this shit.

Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

*Generic Angst Ridden Quote.*

Oh so predictable. But I feel this is called for.

''interesting night to say the least'' mine was better. Neither of you were there to ruin it. Just the best people. Ok maybe I'm being harsh...only one of you would have purposefully wrecked it the second may have, but just with out knowing it. And both of you would actually be perfect for each other. Random observation.

Walked along a road carrying sparklers, one in each hand, skipping.

WE ARE SO COOL.

Surprise Happiness xoxo

''Life Is Never Easy For Those Who Dream''

Seems fitting, with everything. I shan't use the past tense any more, because something else always happens. Someone always cries or laughs, and if they aren't they're making you cry or laugh. Or they're most likely perfectly living up to the expectations of any given stereotype that you can think of. And if they still don't fit in my theory. They can fuck off, I'm tired and philosophical and this is my blog anyway.

Why do you care so much about caring? This is probably the only thing that 'mind over matter' cannot deal with, because you consciously feel yourself worrying and getting anxious about whatever said thing is, and as much as you know it probably won't mean anything to you in a few years or so, and that you'll look back and think of how childish you were being. It still aches. I'm not talking full on whiny Bella from twilight 'pain' (god I hate the second book). But there's something. It varies in everyone I think. As much as you try not to, you care.

Why do feel guilty for being relieved? Surely if you ended it (mutually) with a guy you've been with for 4 years, and you feel relief. This is not a bad thing. And if people are noticing how much happier you look, and the guy in question kind of agreed with you. It was for the best.

Why do you expect things from people, that you have no way of knowing you'll get? don't really know how to elaborate on this, or what story of relevance I can impart, I just know that this one is unfair. Expecting things that aren't necessarily unreasonable, but just things that will never realistically happen in the situation you always conveniently happen to be in. I once heard that assumption is the mother of all fuck ups. In that case Expectation is the mother of all Disappointment.

Why do you get confused, when all it does is destroy whatever foundations you've managed to develop? When this happens I want to hit someone in the face, with a large foil platter. Let's just make you believe that this prospectively good thing could happen, then carry on teasing you up until it actually might happen, and then kill any hope you had, by throwing another element into it, or eliminating one. Until you're left with an annoying and/or awkward situation that you now have to talk your way out of. Which is never easy.

Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

What to say.

Tis unknown in my meek mind right now, (so didn't just finish an entire bar of galaxy. SO GOOD.)

Oh fantastic, more rain but...*opens window* love that smell.

you can laugh, you can laugh, don't waste my time, you pessimistic...

so much love for my friends right now, you really should know who you are. And before you question the cheese, no I have not had anything to drink, I just feel like this needs to be said, you've all kept me sane and that's a challenge at the best of times. This one's for you guys. (so much cheese)

XD

O&O

I don't hate you.

you aren't worth that, however I do hate the fact that you made me dedicate an entire post to you.

I hate how you make me speak and behave. But quite frankly you have done way too many shitty things to me for me to even give a damn right now. I won't pick a fight with you, or ever even bring this up unless I or you move to a country far away, but right now I'm allowed to be immature, you hurtful piece of ing s t, you never take anyone's feelings into account when you do things, and you think just because they won't find out that you're in the right.

And you will everyone around you into submission with those eyes and seemingly genuine personality. I don't want to ruin your life. I'm not that cold. Best of luck with all your endeavours and I hope for your sake that this doesn't get messy.

So here's the thing,

I SHOULD be doing any of the following.

-revising

-going for a jog (because I literally did eat everything today)

-homework

But, clearing out all of our cupboards, drinking tea, going on facebook/youtube/this, playing guitar, and just about everything that has no value to me what so ever.....Is so much more enjoyable.

HOLY FUCK I DON'T HAVE MY TEXTILES FOLDER, *has minor heart attack*

I have no clue where left it.

SHITFUCKCUNTWANK£%&£$%*&*RAGE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh and I loled at this shit.

O&O