ahhhh.

I should really stop venting..on here anyway because I then I read it and am like, ''why the fuck did I write this...'' but never the less I can now play A team !!!!

Well happy about that...not exactly like your hear it but sounds nice never the less.

O&O

Ryan Keen

how is that you've managed to make me resent you, oh wait I know, but writing nothing simpler so that I can play it. Damn it. He is just unfair.

Moving swiftly on . . . . . .OOOOWWWWWWWWWWW. PAIN. IN. THE. STOMACH. AREA. fuck. To try and distract myself.

smells like teen spirit-shit

polly-ok.

hey there Delilah-alright

the A team-meh.

I can't play the full version so it's kinda annoying.

O&O

''I do like this...

but I don't want everyone to know....''

I something I think a lot while on facebook.

just a thought.

Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

''Love is not Blind...

it is an extra eye and it shows us what is most worthy of regard.''

A nice spin, I think. I really should stop re-entering this curious state of affairs, but it keeps making me question it. So here goes. . .

How can anyone define love ? when the word itself can mean 17,000 different things, and be as obscure as the 'after life' to pin down, or on the flip side be as abundant and as beautiful as daisies.

All of that aside I still feel like saying ''I love you'' should not have all the implications it's been saddled with. It never asked to be 'those three words' or 'the l word' it was just a harmless and comfortable thing at one point. And I'm not saying it still isn't, for some people. But others really need to stop over-thinking. Even if it's just because you think you may not ever find it. Don't worry you will. You'll hopefully find your version of it, whether that is relaxed and comfortable, or almost unreal passion. Or some happy medium. Your version told me earlier that it's on it's way. And if you've found it. I wish you all the best.

Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

It Really Is a Small World.

Because you will never guess who I just came round, (and didn't see me thank god as I was getting out of the shower).

MR BARNES-MATTHEWS . . . . . . . .

I know right. If you actually fancy knowing why, keep reading. As I mentioned previously my last bed had been taken down and was up until about a half 6 still today, in our lounge. But we got a call earlier asking if we still had it. Which we did so the obscure person said they'd be round to come get it later.

And then when they got here I heard a vaguely familiar voice. Which resulted in me legging it upstairs to hide/put more than a towel on. And just as I came down stairs they left and he never even saw me.

So yeah not everyday one of your past science teachers pops round to collect a bed.

that'll be all. For now.

Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

Oh how I've missed you...

my electric guitar. I only realized upon getting it out of the cupboard and giving it the re-tune it so desperately needed that it's actually really nice to play. Granted I was trying to play smells like teen spirit on my acoustic yesterday/this morning and failing somewhat miserably. But that of course had nothing to do with it.

uuuhhhh I have to work later. And not the nice job. Bugger and damnation.

latttersss

Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

Wow.

738. Now I knew it would be a large ish number, but that's just ridiculous.

Moving on . . . . . .MY ROOM IS PAINTED, At long last. and it's basically done. I just need an actual bed now, I currently have a mattress, it's kinda annoying but I'll live.

kinda addicted to Monster by paramore now. And kaytei if it was you that told me about that first

then I'm sorry for my suckish memory.

oooh must burn some maths shizzzzzz.

right I'll leave while I still make partial sense.

Anarchy and Insanity xoxo