Contemplating . . .

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited, but I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.

Sometimes I get the horrible feeling that this song relates to my life so far way too much...like everyone knows of the fake smile you give people. saying nothing more on that. although things like your uncle telling you that he thinks that the person in question is not intellectuality on your level.

So never mind I will find someone like you. I do wish nothing but the best for you two as it seems I have no choice. Don't forget me. please.

every girl needs a guy like this

'' in chirpy tone so how many bases have you skipped ?''

''ermm. none.''

''seriously ?''

''sounding aggravated yes it's just I don't want there to be any pressure.''

anarchy and insanity XD

WHOA

you ever get the feeling that you're weekends run away knees knocking and all just to annoy you sometimes. it's odd because with me it is only sometimes. but my Birthday shindig for instance. WAS AWESOMELY AMAZING but that weekend was arguably a marathon/peek runner.

*gasp* fell in love with sara barellies again. if that's even possible. gonna get over you is such a good song. she's the only artist i've ever heard do a cheerful heartbreak song. And pull it off. two entirely different things.

as well a skillet imagine combining the voice of hayley williams and the lead singer of nirvana. top it off with the fact that the girl lead is also the drummer and you have skillet. AMAZING.

sleep Zzzzzzzzzzzz

anarchy and insanity xx

KNACKERED. In the best possible way.

party was somewhat.....AMAZING...i hurt but it's entirely worth it....

i got given a toblerone that says '' I love you this much'' on it and now I kind of want to know it was that gave it to me. also and quite ironically i feel. I am allergic to nuts. and that didn't bug me or anything but it was quite funny.

argh.. mother is actually making me walk the dog. WHATTTT ? if she thinks I'm taking the un-leadtrained labrador up the road she's got another thing coming. I HURT .

O&O

if you knew when you were going to die. would you embrace your days or live in fear of the end???

dude I would be skydiving...

Ask me anything

B-day soon...

so yeah in that respect march is pretty good. God obsessed with Friends and alibis by escape the fate...so good I like my apocalypse as well but that's not as cheerful (if they can even be cheerful).

lyric comparison

my apocalypse : '' never fall asleep, you won't wake up''

friends and alibis: '' so hold your head, hold it up high, here's to the friends that were alibis''

XDXDXD

looking SO forward to my B-day. Gonna be epic

seeyas

Art is passion.

whether it's positive or negative passion is questionable, never the less. the difference in quality and initiveness in my coursework and my art as a hobby is getting way past ludicrous now.

there's just something about Miss Gibbs that seems to kill any drive or self confidence I have in that side of myself now. what's worse is as she actually doesn't mean too. I know that she would probably be quite upset to hear this. part of me can't morally care as she did lose some of my actual work. But still.

do you ever get the feeling that adults are somewhat stupid in asking small children what they want to 'BE' when they grow older ? I believe that the use of this word produces the wrong kind of answers. often liked to things they see (therefore with high PR) on TV etc. For instance. I'd like to BE sane. with a dry and playful sense of humour. but something tells me I won't be able to support a house and a flying carpet with that. No, for that I will have to DO something with my life. maybe several different things but that hopefully won't define who I am. And I won't BECOME it.

anarchy and insanity O&O

Who's the most underrated musician?

I call fives

Ask me anything