I Say The Word 'So' to much.

if you hadn't noticed. And don't you hate it when you really wish you hadn't bothered with that text, because the reaction you got really wasn't the one you wanted.

anyway, this left me thoughtless if just for a second, which I appreciated



Love in it's purest form, as hate is more difficult.

Your Level of Eloquence Will Never Explain the Clean Crisp and Lyrical Shine they Have...

yep, I'm already hating revising, but it's purely a means to an end I guess, and I seem to need to all the extra time I can give myself to not think about anything that actually means something in my head.



Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

Urm...Woops.

Is really the only thing I can say...I messed up a little bit. I am just one smooth motherfucker. Hey lets go out for a 2 hour walk. And not take my phone, that's a really clever thing to do, and sarcasm aside I was utterly convinced my mum wouldn't go as far as to look for me....I mean, they should have known I would have come back eventually, I frequently go out for long walks, and I'm sorry but the area I live in, or rather was walking around, is not the kind of place people get attacked.

Also rather hilariously a guy in year 11 (I think) who I had a nice chat with on the train home about the fail that is art GCSE. Ended up following me for a bit and I didn't realise, and then I swear to god once he over took he thought I was following him, as he kept turning round and looking nervous/confused. Feel good for that walk though.

Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

PS Kaytei...this is Blake Bliss. He knows Des and Nate....you might like him. Follow links to his music channel as well if you want. xxxx

On and Ipad

It's awkward as hell but I felt I should say, I still wouldn't mind having one. Oh yeah reason for this...babysitting and kinda glad that if I don't get any work done I will have at least made some money and I realised today how much I really appreciate my girlmates. There the ones you know will always be there.

Anarchy and insanity xoxo

When Was The last Time. . .

I just wrote. Because that entity of creativity is the only thing that cures it all and if that ceases to work I'll be left with. Nothing.

Something beautiful,
way out of my reach and simply the glint in your eye.
The depth of your breath,
and to know what story is wiped away each night.
The look you gave me after words -
as if a lost wedding ring,
meaningless when dropped
and a shocking blessing to receive.
My place of peace can never be the same,
never as rested or disconnected
and for that I'm not sorry,
because the stars saw it
and the moon took the hint.

Pointless babble.

Screw you, my waffling helps me think straight and no one is even forcing you to read it....SO lets start with music, listening; Reckless, a little truth, bite my tongue and time is money by youmeatsix and remembered the genius that is eminem earlier.
playing; (warning, this gets shocking) Kate nash, I hate seagulls ''And my heart skips a beat every time that we meet it's been a while and now your smile is almost like a memory'', Mayday Parade, I swear this time I mean it.

College, what can I say? the building hasn't burnt down and turned into a free pub just for us lot quite yet so it could be better, but I'm surviving. Just. (high five if you got that reference)

Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

As Much Beauty as There is in Light, There is in Darkness

I love that quote, and when I heard it, it really made me think about-well emotions...
Happiness; To me it seems at times an abstract concept and something that is simply assumed you are if you don't outwardly appear anything different. People (me included) forget that your mental state is nothing if not inconsistent, and it doesn't matter how stupid whatever is upsetting you may be, in your eyes it is at that particular moment anyway, something that hurts you somewhere you weren't even sure could hurt. But within that hurt is the smallest most beautiful reminder that you're alive.

Until you try to tell yourself that he's better off with the redhead. Because your euselss, apetich, and udnetwna.

*the opinions and views expressed here are not (that) serious*

laters bitches.