So 2012 eh?

Didn't exactly hit me like a slap in the face, but there's a few things that need saying. Don't for the love of the big bang theory, make any new years resolutions ,they are quite frankly way too mainstream...and this may just be me, but if you wanna do something don't wait for a new year to start doing it.

Second. Every problem you have, means your alive to have it. And as cliche as it is...live life, it's fucking short (like me)
Also. I've come to realise that insecurity is entirely powered by you. no one else can fix how you feel about yourself. Basically if you don't care. no one else will, slightly more realistic than ''if you think your the shit, you will be the shit''.

Last lil bit of philosophical bullcrap I just made up is that this is true shit ''You always want what you do not have'' so imagine not having the things you do have. Screw the small issues whatever those things may have. And stop caring. Trust me, it's easier.

Best wishes to all for the new year xxxx
Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

*obligatory deep 2011 title*

I feel like I say this every year, but this one has gone so fast. Just when I thought my GCSE's were going to end my quite happy existence. I got through and got into college, who'd have thought that would happen? So like everything this year has had it's ups and downs. And it would be way to anti-mainstream to not mention them so here goes:

the slightly shittier things that hit the fan
-Grandad died, and quite frankly screwed up my Grandmother and my Dad.
-Dad got very ill twice, during one he did nearly die.
-A certain clueless guy made me quite confused and very upset for a while.

Highlights
-ADTR
-Luke and Hannah got married.
-I technically played my first gig, (at their wedding).
-Guilfest
-redfest(minus one blonde)
-prom (specifically the after party)
-passed GCSE's with minimal effort...hell to the yeah
-the 26th of october 2011. Must remember that one.
-This Christmas has been lovely catching up with all my family that I haven't seen in like 9 years.
-Every single one of Harvey's Pool parties.
-I gained a best friend, that I really don't know what I would do without sometimes.
-And the fact that I'm still here.

So Happy New year XD

xoxo

WASSUP YOU BISEXUAL PENGUINS..

I've been thinking, (dangerous, I know), that's it, Just been thinking. I HAVE SO MUCH WORK TO DO THAT WILL NEVER GET DONE EVER.....I'm fucked. And I have yet again managed to amaze myself with how much stuff I can do to avoid doing all of it...So I got up, at 12 which wasn't the best start. Hate way too much. Spent about an hour dancing around my kitchen to Beyoncé (way 2 cool). Painted my nails. because you know that's important. And now here I am, only about half way through one piece of work...

Congratulations. To me.

xoxo

IF THIS GETS TO EXACTLY 2012 PAGE VIEWS ON NEW YEARS I WILL BE SO HAPPY.

WTF.

Pradnya Bhot ''i cannot slap my ex...actually no1 shud...hw cn u h8 person..who wer d mst imp. part of your lyf..i dnt regret tym i spent wid him..nor i h8 him.. :)''

YES. This person does exist. If you know that a 'y' is also an 'i' sound then you also must have deliberately spelt the entire of that null in void comment wrong. Congratulations pratt.

Moving swiftly on, I have to try and so some work today, but there are annoyingly several other things I would rather be doing. But you don't deserve to be bored with that if I know you even remotely well.

hope life is treating you all well. And see you next time on the most pointless blog on the internet.

xoxo

The Decision

of which blog to actually post this on was much more difficult than normal today, considering that I wasn't sure if some of what I want to vent was really up to the expected festive season standards. (will have to phone them and ask.)So heres how I'll do this:

First draft: So as much as I want to pretend I had a good day it would have been better if several of the following things hadn't happened. First being my child/fucking annoying twattish old man of an ex boss that I happen to resent living next to phoned us up at Luke and Hannah's (after having not managed to reach us at our own house) because he wants to reiterate the same fucking thing he has told me about 7 and half times. Second being That my relatives managed to be a tad more arsey than normal due to a few things like my uncle being ill and my nan over reacting to this and phoning up the HNS (which are of course gonna be really fucking helpful on boxing day) and my Dad then judging all of my Mum's family, which basically always upsets her. Otherwise alright.

Second draft: So things could have gone better but hey, no one died right?? I still have all this amazing stuff I got and a load of money to go to my next guitar and today was good. To an extent, we just ended up drowning all the shit with YouTube. (Which if you didn't know is the way forward) because of this vid which I otherwise would not have watched:

Do yourself a favour and full screen this shit. You won't regret it. THIS HAS NOT BEEN TAMPERED WITH.


also. Heard this for the first time today.




IT'S AMAZING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Anarchy and Insanity xoxo

What I want to do Won't fit here...

which is the following


OMGHOLYSHITIMSOEXCITEDITSNOTEVENTRUEANDDANANDPHILAREONAT10INTERVEIWINGOLLISYKESANDOMGTHISISOFUCKINGAWESOME.....

(I like the only half of that is apparently a spelling error.)


Moving on the obvious stuff. MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A BLOODY GOOD NEW YEAR TO YOU ALL!!!

Best wishes xoxo