I JUST REMEMBERED, I HAVE A GERAMAN SPEAKING ASSESMENT TOMMOROW oh well if the worst comes to the terrible I'll just faint
love you all
Monday, 28 June 2010
I fell like A Rant...
don't ask me why or even what about because chances are I won't be able to answer either but still, I mean, I witnessed alot of people go through some serious shit today and what's worse is I was fine until I saw their reaction, And even though I was upset, I still didn't cry. What's wrong with me ?????, I still think that my mind makes some sense though, I get upset becuase living people are suffering not if people who were suffering die, because althought you'll miss them they're not hurting anymore, so it's a blessing surely (yh I know there's a cliché on Sky's blog) It still baffles me.
But I suppose it's fine becuase the people that did cry defo had good reason to,
they were either the son who only got paid attention to by his Dad and not his mum, which made the father son thing so much more powerful.
Or the wife who spent atleast 40 years with him (and dont tell anyone else this)
who I'm convinced is now trying to kill herself because the love of her life is gone with tranks and wine none the less but still
wow dry humour is defo the best kind
Sorry to all you lovely people who I put my downer on, on wednesday
and thanx for being there for me xx
PS If I die before all of you the lot of you that do come to my funerla the theme is nothing black (neon optional)
TTFN
But I suppose it's fine becuase the people that did cry defo had good reason to,
they were either the son who only got paid attention to by his Dad and not his mum, which made the father son thing so much more powerful.
Or the wife who spent atleast 40 years with him (and dont tell anyone else this)
who I'm convinced is now trying to kill herself because the love of her life is gone with tranks and wine none the less but still
wow dry humour is defo the best kind
Sorry to all you lovely people who I put my downer on, on wednesday
and thanx for being there for me xx
PS If I die before all of you the lot of you that do come to my funerla the theme is nothing black (neon optional)
TTFN
Sunday, 27 June 2010
Lovin life. . .Well sort of
this is the story of my life, sometimes I mean with two deaths in my family already and with me at the age of still only 15 you gotta wonder what the hell does that do to your emotional mindset after a while, failing that I reckon that kids even as young as 6 or 7 have a better concept of life and death then their parents are lead to believe, the only difference is kids aren't bothered about large amounts of money or valuables found in wills and If you think about it the only thing the kid will do is miss them, and that's all you want when your gone isn't it ? to be missed, because surely if you reckon that people will miss you. It means that you are,or were rather a nice person to be around.
BI4N
BI4N
Tuesday, 22 June 2010
Greeting people of the. . .urm
yh anyways. . .
how are you all I'm annoyed because I actually at this moment can't really decifer what mood I'm in. but aww welll.
oh wait yes I do know, It's strong fear for my life as I've just remembered I have a shitload of art coursework to do and Miss Gibbs is probably going to take it upon herself (team player that she is) to slaughter me alive. So if you see me looking shifty tomorrow at school I may be carrying some weapon of self defence, I'm not actually being serious in case you didn't already pick that up
BI4N gorgeous people
O&O
how are you all I'm annoyed because I actually at this moment can't really decifer what mood I'm in. but aww welll.
oh wait yes I do know, It's strong fear for my life as I've just remembered I have a shitload of art coursework to do and Miss Gibbs is probably going to take it upon herself (team player that she is) to slaughter me alive. So if you see me looking shifty tomorrow at school I may be carrying some weapon of self defence, I'm not actually being serious in case you didn't already pick that up
BI4N gorgeous people
O&O
Monday, 21 June 2010
Life huh. . .
It never ceases to amaze me that I can consiously care about such trivial things,
and yet even thought I know they are trivial, I still carry on caring for instance,
things that are happening to me in the next few weeks are :
and yet even thought I know they are trivial, I still carry on caring for instance,
things that are happening to me in the next few weeks are :
- (not science moduals becuase Mr Barnes Mathews, very kindly moved me to november for free resits because of)
- My Grandads funeral on the 28th
- then my german speaking exam, real this time and AQA are bitches so short of me contracting Mad Cow or dying myself, I can't blag this one
- And to wrap it all up with a bow of death the orthadontist the day after that
And as I said before it baffles me that I care so much because things that also happeing are:
- clothes show this saturday
- thorpe park
- And GUILFEST !!!!!!!!
AHH well I suppose I feel better just for getting that out of my system(sometimes a diary just doesn't cut it)
TTFN gorgeous people xxx
Monday, 14 June 2010
Why. . .
why do I always hide from my feelings, or confront them in the most un-subtle way I can possibly think of . . .
It can't be normal, It just can't.
And why even when I'm blatantly caring about something that clearly shouldn't matter do I then carry on caring. . .
And even if I conclude this blogger post with something saying I won't do it anymore, I'll know it's not gonna happen so What would be the point ?
It can't be normal, It just can't.
And why even when I'm blatantly caring about something that clearly shouldn't matter do I then carry on caring. . .
And even if I conclude this blogger post with something saying I won't do it anymore, I'll know it's not gonna happen so What would be the point ?
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